Please make sure to clean this, when you feel like you're able to. I know it really hurts right now, and it might even help for a small while, but trust me when I say that if those are not treated nicely it can hurt for days long.
I won't be an asshole and tell you to stop, because things don't work like this... but consider trying to take some time to yourself, try to do something you like, and treat yourself kindly, even if just pretending.
And, even if you don't treat your wounds, wear anything clean that can cover it up. I found out for some reason that the wounds get inflected really easily if their exposed to the fresh air without being taken care of... I'm just reminding you so it hurts a bit less later.
If you need anything, feel free to PM me. I might not be so good giving advises, but I can do my best listening and sharing what I know.