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parabellum_

parabellum_

" everything was beautiful and nothing hurt "
Apr 25, 2026
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i feel like nothing has ever made me less suicidal than self harm. whatever keeps me alive
 
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Lamentice

Bandaids on gunshot wounds.
Mar 27, 2023
429
I get it. I was clean 2 years and relapsed this year. It really does feel like the only way to effectively emotionally regulate sometimes...

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MeSauce

Armchair Philosopher
Jun 1, 2023
175
Self harm almost feels like an art to me. It's a source of pride as well, seeing how deep you can go. I have so many scars on my arms and legs, I regret none of them. I've even recurved them to prevent them from healing with no scar.
 
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