Self destruction by drugs

[Oblivion]

I got ecstasy pills two weeks ago, but i'm not sure i can take them in my room while my dad is in the house and he's literally always in the house.
I don't even know what to do with drugs.

Since my survival instinct is extremely strong and i'm unable to kill myself, i need to go down the path of hard drugs where i'd end up ODing, but i don't want it to be a messy trip, i don't want to be discovered high or had a mild od that i'd survive and spend years trying to OD. what drugs can i take that would make self destruction fast and ODing fast and easy

 

[AnestheticVoid]

CNS depressants in large doses. Alcohol, benzos,and opiates.

Ecstasy is just gonna make you feel really good. Never did anything crazy on them. The comedown sucks tho because all our serotonin has been released.

 

[Huntfish34]

I agree you're probably gonna roll your face off and have a blast... But if they are cut with an RC or some bad shit , you could Possibly die. But probably not,. that would be more rare I believe.

 

[Shu]

Methadone amd Xanax.

 

[Oblivion]

I agree you're probably gonna roll your face off and have a blast... But if they are cut with an RC or some bad shit , you could Possibly die. But probably not,. that would be more rare I believe.

What's RC?

 

[WadeingThru]

I got ecstasy pills two weeks ago, but i'm not sure i can take them in my room while my dad is in the house and he's literally always in the house.
I don't even know what to do with drugs.

Since my survival instinct is extremely strong and i'm unable to kill myself, i need to go down the path of hard drugs where i'd end up ODing, but i don't want it to be a messy trip, i don't want to be discovered high or had a mild od that i'd survive and spend years trying to OD. what drugs can i take that would make self destruction fast and ODing fast and easy

You take those pills and it will change your perspective on life. You will have a blast and not want to be at home.

 

[AnestheticVoid]

What's RC?

Research Chemical aka Designer Drugs.

 

[Huntfish34]

Yeah,. My bad. Research Chemical. I hope you enjoy them if at all possible.

 

[Oblivion]

You take those pills and it will change your perspective on life. You will have a blast and not want to be at home.

So less suicidal tendencies, no thank you

 

[WadeingThru]

So less suicidal tendencies, no thank you

The effects only last so long. You be back to your old self the next day.

 

[myopybyproxy]

Methadone amd Xanax.

Seconding this, or any downer combo. Alcohol is a nice bonus.

 

[Oblivion]

Seconding this, or any downer combo. Alcohol is a nice bonus.

Alcohol doesn't hit the same anymore, i think i've grown tolerance by getting drunk every Saturday to the point of blacking out and i don't even feel that drunk anymore.

Methadone is crystal meth?

 

[myopybyproxy]

Alcohol doesn't hit the same anymore, i think i've grown tolerance by getting drunk every Saturday to the point of blacking out and i don't even feel that drunk anymore.

Methadone is crystal meth?

Ah, tolerance changes the game completely. If you can, reduce or eliminate your drinking. I know it's far easier said than done, but if you're trying to go the potentiation route, alcohol will be useless as a potentiator if you've already got a large tolerance.

No, methadone is a synthetic opioid agonist. Crystal meth is methamphetamine, a stimulant - floods the brain with dopamine - that will kill you in a much more drawn out manner (think months to years) and cause more damage and suffering along the way.

If you are opiate-naive, you can die from taking too much methadone. I've seen estimates online (and stories involving the OP's friend or family member) wherein said dose was anywhere from 40 to 100mg. I'd go with 100mg at least, to be sure. But for people who take methadone as maintenance therapy to avoid heroin withdrawal - ie they have a tolerance - daily doses can easily surpass 200mg.

Don't make the same mistake I did - brush up on local slang. I went around trying to get methamphetamine, figuring I may as well try it once before I kill myself. But I asked for meth, and here they call methadone meth, so I was disappointed and surprised to get about 40mL of (imo, far overpriced for the small quantity I received) greenish liquid not remotely resembling a crystal shard. I reagent tested it (can buy a kit online from Dancesafe or Bunkpolice) and upon a confirmatory bioassay, found it was indeed methadone. Now I have something to add to my stash, but unfortunately have yet to experience the dopamine rush from crystal meth.

 

[Red Scare]

unfortunately have yet to experience the dopamine rush from crystal meth.

I would say you are more fortunate than anything. Meth sucks. It is a dirty feeling, and a dirty drug. Really trashy drug too.

If you have ever done addedall or adhd medication , you basically did meth. Adderall is actually amphetamine salt, it's legal speed. If you want so bad, then get it from your doctor. But tweaking in general is a nasty feeling, I don't see how anybody likes it.

There are better dopamine rushes out there.

 

[myopybyproxy]

I would say you are more fortunate than anything. Meth sucks. It is a dirty feeling, and a dirty drug. Really trashy drug too.

If you have ever done addedall or adhd medication , you basically did meth. Adderall is actually amphetamine salt, it's legal speed. If you want so bad, then get it from your doctor. But tweaking in general is a nasty feeling, I don't see how anybody likes it.

There are better dopamine rushes out there.

I've actually tested my street Adderall, and it was meth (no amphetamine to be found lmao). But I wanted to try Actual Meth, if only as a bucket list activity. No comment on the trashy.

Everyone will have their own thing they enjoy, to each their own.

I have the same opinion about cocaine - don't see how anyone could get addicted. There's no euphoria for me in it; it's a purely physical high, and not a particularly pleasant one at that.

 

[june]

Be safe everyone