thalasabin

thalasabin

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I feel like the only thing that can make up for me being a shitty person is if I commit suicide. I hate myself so much and I regret too much. I especially regret the way I treated other people. I feel like if I kill myself they will forgive me. I want to die for my friends and family. I am ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live.
 
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unlovablesince02

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Nov 28, 2023
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I feel the exact same way.
 
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I'm an idiot sandwich.
Oct 28, 2023
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I relate to you in a way.
I don't think any1 would forgive me for ctb'ing (religious family) but I think it would benefit them in a long run.
I don't think I'm a good person to have around, I don't bring anything positive into any1's life, rather the other way around. They could be hurt at first but after some time I think that it would be all for the good. I think that w/out me they all would be just happier.
 
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thalasabin

thalasabin

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Nov 29, 2023
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I relate to you in a way.
I don't think any1 would forgive me for ctb'ing (religious family) but I think it would benefit them in a long run.
I don't think I'm a good person to have around, I don't bring anything positive into any1's life, rather the other way around. They could be hurt at first but after some time I think that it would be all for the good. I think that w/out me they all would be just happier.
Not only do I wanna seek forgiveness from my friends by committing suicide but I of course wanna be rid of my mental pain. The shame and guilt is too much to handle. I'm too scared to end it though.
 
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mytrauma

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Nov 28, 2023
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I can't go on anymore
I feel like the only thing that can make up for me being a shitty person is if I commit suicide. I hate myself so much and I regret too much. I especially regret the way I treated other people. I feel like if I kill myself they will forgive me. I want to die for my friends and family. I am ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live.
I feel like the only thing that can make up for me being a shitty person is if I commit suicide. I hate myself so much and I regret too much. I especially regret the way I treated other people. I feel like if I kill myself they will forgive me. I want to die for my friends and family. I am ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live.
I feel the same
 
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Desp

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Nov 27, 2023
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Not only do I wanna seek forgiveness from my friends by committing suicide but I of course wanna be rid of my mental pain. The shame and guilt is too much to handle. I'm too scared to end it though.
I kind of feel the same way. My guilt and shame is too much for me to make significant progress in life.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

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Jul 8, 2023
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You will care about absolutely none of that when you're dead. That's the whole point of being dead lol.
 

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