Venting Seeing my veins makes me want to cut them but I also know the consequences

[suicidesheep31.1]

I can see my veins pooping out and sometimes I touch them and think I would like to cut them.
I am used to self harm. I had to cover them on one arm with a tattoo.
I know that it let scars, unfortunately. And that is why I don't cut them.
But still I would like to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I imagine the blood going out. Fuck, that would be good...