TheSadGoose

TheSadGoose

maybe in another lifetime.
Mar 9, 2023
13
Welp, I know I haven't been a member of this community for a long time, but I do appreciate the nice and kind comments from people and the support I got on here. Yesterday, I decided I will be catching the bus today at night, when everyone is asleep. I can't do this anymore, I'm in so much pain and I hate every second of this. I really hope my attempt succeeds, I got everything prepared. My plan is to take my antipsychotics (quetiapine) that make me super tired, I'd take a much higher dosage tho, then once I feel like I'm tired enough and have no energy to do much, I'll get a rope or something and tie it against my neck super, super tight and make sure I can't untie it/remove it and then wait to just pass out, and hopefully die.
If that doesn't succeed I do have backup plans, but I hope it will be enough.. I will also be putting and tying a plastic bag around my head, just to be extra sure.

I wish you all well, thank you. I will see you on the other side, may life be kind to you. Take much care, and goodbye. :heart:
 
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dyn00ss

dyn00ss

Member
Mar 3, 2023
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Welp, I know I haven't been a member of this community for a long time, but I do appreciate the nice and kind comments from people and the support I got on here. Yesterday, I decided I will be catching the bus today at night, when everyone is asleep. I can't do this anymore, I'm in so much pain and I hate every second of this. I really hope my attempt succeeds, I got everything prepared. My plan is to take my antipsychotics (quetiapine) that make me super tired, I'd take a much higher dosage tho, then once I feel like I'm tired enough and have no energy to do much, I'll get a rope or something and tie it against my neck super, super tight and make sure I can't untie it/remove it and then wait to just pass out, and hopefully die.
If that doesn't succeed I do have backup plans, but I hope it will be enough.. I will also be putting and tying a plastic bag around my head, just to be extra sure.

I wish you all well, thank you. I will see you on the other side, may life be kind to you. Take much care, and goodbye. :coração:
I hope you get peace in getting out of this life, good luck with your method <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,921
I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
Best of luck
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,874
Good luck and I wish you a peaceful transition into the void. :hug:
 
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thouxan

thouxan

Member
Mar 16, 2023
73
I wish you luck, and I am not trying to discourage you, but this method sounds very risky to me. What if someone wakes up and saves you? It seems to me that you do not have a concrete plan and you are still kinda unsure. A lot can go wrong if you fail a suicide attempt. Maybe reconsider your options. But if you are truly determined, I wish you success and I hope you find peace.
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,124
A cable tie would probably work better than a rope, but that's a crappy way to go. It also makes a lot of noise when you're gasping for breath.

It sounds so sad that you would think like that in presence of others.
 
paranoidschizo42578

paranoidschizo42578

New Member
Apr 2, 2023
4
You'd be better off securing a plastic bag without holes around your head
If you're not hanging it's a little hard to cut blood supply to your brain
You'd need to tie it with enough force and that could be hard in a weakened state
And always remember you risk becoming a vegetable if you try to ctb via suffocation
 
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Judah

Judah

Nobody remembers me
Oct 1, 2020
1,583
Best of luck, friend, I will see you on the other side too, love and hugs...
 
sparkle

sparkle

‏‏‎ ‎
Apr 2, 2023
91
Please ensure that you have no air leakage, maybe add some tape for a better seal? I wouldn't want you to end up a vegetable, dear. I wish you luck in your journey, farewell.

:heart:
 
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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
107
Sounds like a pain-filled way to go but I can hear the pain-filled scream in your post.

I am wishing you so much relief in this moment, if only to allow you to exist in peace even if it is for a second.

Also,
here are some flowers 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
for :heart:your :heart: grave:heart:
and if I could I would incognito be there to place it in person :heart:
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
I'm sorry to see you go @TheSadGoose and want to wish you a very pleasant and comfortable journey, may you have eternal peace and tranquility :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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sana703

sana703

157,784 hours spent in sadness
Mar 31, 2023
11
I hope you'll find peace :heart:
 
YourAverageLurker

YourAverageLurker

forgotten
Mar 30, 2023
40
Best of luck in your travels, I pray you find the peace you have been searching for.
May whatever is after this life, be kind to your suffered soul. :heart:
 

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