cas_eats_ass
Member
- Jun 4, 2023
- 12
Hello! I have my bus ticket!
In 7 hours as of posting this, I will CTB using SN. If I do not update within a few days of this post, you can assume I succeeded!
I'd like to start off by saying this: I don't think that anyone should feel obligated to continue living. I was burnt out a long time ago. I should have been left to die. I was saved, over and over again each time I was close to dying. My 'attempts' were never intentional, I was just sick and didn't want help.
Hell, I'm tired. I cant keep living this life knowing it wasn't meant for me. I was not meant to live to this point, and I would be a fool to continue playing fate. So, my solution is to CTB.
I can't be stopped now. Everyone is fooled, they all think that I am doing perfectly. To a certain extent, they are correct. Deciding on CTB has certainly improved my mood, because now I know that this pain can and WILL end. It's almost been suspiciously easy.
Ive always been a stubborn person, and it's finally coming in handy. My life WILL end tonight.
Failure is not an option here.
In 7 hours as of posting this, I will CTB using SN. If I do not update within a few days of this post, you can assume I succeeded!
I'd like to start off by saying this: I don't think that anyone should feel obligated to continue living. I was burnt out a long time ago. I should have been left to die. I was saved, over and over again each time I was close to dying. My 'attempts' were never intentional, I was just sick and didn't want help.
Hell, I'm tired. I cant keep living this life knowing it wasn't meant for me. I was not meant to live to this point, and I would be a fool to continue playing fate. So, my solution is to CTB.
I can't be stopped now. Everyone is fooled, they all think that I am doing perfectly. To a certain extent, they are correct. Deciding on CTB has certainly improved my mood, because now I know that this pain can and WILL end. It's almost been suspiciously easy.
Ive always been a stubborn person, and it's finally coming in handy. My life WILL end tonight.
Failure is not an option here.