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cas_eats_ass

cas_eats_ass

Member
Jun 4, 2023
12
Hello! I have my bus ticket!

In 7 hours as of posting this, I will CTB using SN. If I do not update within a few days of this post, you can assume I succeeded!

I'd like to start off by saying this: I don't think that anyone should feel obligated to continue living. I was burnt out a long time ago. I should have been left to die. I was saved, over and over again each time I was close to dying. My 'attempts' were never intentional, I was just sick and didn't want help.

Hell, I'm tired. I cant keep living this life knowing it wasn't meant for me. I was not meant to live to this point, and I would be a fool to continue playing fate. So, my solution is to CTB.

I can't be stopped now. Everyone is fooled, they all think that I am doing perfectly. To a certain extent, they are correct. Deciding on CTB has certainly improved my mood, because now I know that this pain can and WILL end. It's almost been suspiciously easy.

Ive always been a stubborn person, and it's finally coming in handy. My life WILL end tonight.

Failure is not an option here.
 
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starlover

starlover

Member
Apr 28, 2023
53
Good luck on your journey. I hope the other side brings you peace.
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
664
Safe travels friend I hope you find the peace you deserve. Rest well OP.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, Godspeed. ♥
 
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blitz

blitz

Alive out of habit
Nov 14, 2022
64
Hope you have a peaceful exit.
 
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notwavinbutdrowning

Member
Jan 20, 2023
48
I wish you a speedy and smooth journey to peace. Huge respect for taking control of your life in the most powerful way possible.
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
Hello! I have my bus ticket!

In 7 hours as of posting this, I will CTB using SN. If I do not update within a few days of this post, you can assume I succeeded!

I'd like to start off by saying this: I don't think that anyone should feel obligated to continue living. I was burnt out a long time ago. I should have been left to die. I was saved, over and over again each time I was close to dying. My 'attempts' were never intentional, I was just sick and didn't want help.

Hell, I'm tired. I cant keep living this life knowing it wasn't meant for me. I was not meant to live to this point, and I would be a fool to continue playing fate. So, my solution is to CTB.

I can't be stopped now. Everyone is fooled, they all think that I am doing perfectly. To a certain extent, they are correct. Deciding on CTB has certainly improved my mood, because now I know that this pain can and WILL end. It's almost been suspiciously easy.

Ive always been a stubborn person, and it's finally coming in handy. My life WILL end tonight.

Failure is not an option here.
Best wishes. I won't be far behind. I am to ctb Monday (7/10). See you soon!
 
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cas_eats_ass

cas_eats_ass

Member
Jun 4, 2023
12
I wish you a speedy and smooth journey to peace. Huge respect for taking control of your life in the most powerful way possible.
hell yeah. thank you so much.
Best wishes. I won't be far behind. I am to ctb Monday (7/10). See you soon!
see you on the other side, dude! hope our journeys are fast and peaceful :)
 
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saddestbunny

saddestbunny

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Feb 16, 2023
200
good luck, i hope you find peace
 
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Zeusman8506

Member
Jun 28, 2023
60
Hello! I have my bus ticket!

In 7 hours as of posting this, I will CTB using SN. If I do not update within a few days of this post, you can assume I succeeded!

I'd like to start off by saying this: I don't think that anyone should feel obligated to continue living. I was burnt out a long time ago. I should have been left to die. I was saved, over and over again each time I was close to dying. My 'attempts' were never intentional, I was just sick and didn't want help.

Hell, I'm tired. I cant keep living this life knowing it wasn't meant for me. I was not meant to live to this point, and I would be a fool to continue playing fate. So, my solution is to CTB.

I can't be stopped now. Everyone is fooled, they all think that I am doing perfectly. To a certain extent, they are correct. Deciding on CTB has certainly improved my mood, because now I know that this pain can and WILL end. It's almost been suspiciously easy.

Ive always been a stubborn person, and it's finally coming in handy. My life WILL end tonight.

Failure is not an option here.
Wishing you the best i sent you a pm I thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings i cant wait to CTB along with you
 
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Don't want to screw

Don't want to screw

Member
Jul 9, 2023
36
Wish you a pleasant journey! Arriving at the ideal place, I am also preparing my SN, good luck!
 
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N0FWayIneedtogo

N0FWayIneedtogo

Antipschotics and antidepresants kill me
Jun 24, 2023
61
Hope you finally free from all that pain and succed, will join soon.
 
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alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
470
I wish you a peaceful and painless journey, hugs
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
skittles!

skittles!

peace & love
Jul 9, 2023
10
Best wishes. I hope you go peacefully and painlessly.
 
XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
166
Safe travels to the other side
 
PinkyStat

PinkyStat

It’s killing me
Jun 4, 2023
143
I hope everything goes well and peacefully , good luck!
 
searchingpeace

searchingpeace

Member
May 2, 2023
43
I hope you find paradise. I'll join you eventually, my friend, via the SN bus!
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I hope you have a peaceful exit, I'll try to join you in heaven as soon as possible, my time is coming
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
Have a nice trip đź’™
 
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spinningmyself

Member
Dec 31, 2022
50
Best wishes on your journey to peace
 
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HoldOnToThatHope

Member
Jul 9, 2023
6
I really understand how you feel, I've been there for years. The future really does look bleak but aren't there still things left to do? Things you never done that might bring you true peace? Unfinished series, movies, books you'll never read? Man, you are from the same country as me and I would really love to talk to you more.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,330
I wish you a pleasant journey and I hope you find peace on the other side! Good luck!
 
MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
196
you are not alone in this situation, I will do it soon, hope your way will be peacefull and painless.
 
MusicGuy

MusicGuy

We're just another statistic
May 28, 2023
118
I wish you a peaceful end, good luck with your method
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,977
I hope you find freedom from all the suffering, farewell.
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
554
Hope it went well! I'll probably join you when my mom dies..
 
Petrichor

Petrichor

Member
Jul 2, 2023
22
Best wishes on your journey, I hope you can find peace.
 

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