Discussion Second chances. What was your result?

[Versailles]

Hello guys, this time I want to ask you, if they have given themselves second chances, I know that many here will have given themselves more than one opportunity, tell why they did it, what result did they get and if they would do it again

 

[cooldude420]

this would post bebetter in recovery forumm??

 

[Versailles]

this would post bebetter in recovery forumm??

I don't think so, the vast majority here will have given second chances without success, I include myself.

 

[chocolatebar]

I tried to kill me when I was 18, but failed, then decided to give another chance and wait until 25, but time has passed and I'm here thinking about how I'm not supposed to be here anymore

 

[bed]

things have just gotten worse, far worse than I could have imagined. If I could have killed myself in 2015 when i tried I wouldn't have had to deal with 3+ years of chronic pain and my mental health getting worse despite treatment.

 

[motel rooms]

tell why they did it, what result did they get and if they would do it again

Because another damaged guy took pity on me when I opened up to him & I took pity on him & sex with someone who actually gives a shit about you is a powerful drug. No regrets, I know what I'm doing & I'm willing to pay the price. There will be hell to pay one day, but what doesn't end in tragedy in this world? Better a heart bruised than a heart unused.

 

[whywere]

Hello. 1st time I did not do my due diligence and things went wrong from the get go. The 2nd time, would have been a success except that one of the mental health folks that I was seeing, somehow thought that something was amiss and sent the cops and I mean a lot of cops. 2nd time I was locked up for 2 weeks, fought over a 6 month stay, I won!, but I had to do a 14 week IOP, intense outpatient program, and then 1 year of weekly meetings with a mental health person.

The 2nd time was hell, sorry for the curse word, but the hospital stay was HORRIBLE, and everything that went with it for a whole long year was really bad and did not do me much good.

Walter

 

[orangepotato]

I didn't give myself a second chance, I'm just procrastinating my suicide just like I procrastinate everything. I was suicidal at 25 and I'm still suicidal at (nearly) 35. Nothing changed. I still feel as unloved now as I did in my 20s.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I've tried everything within reason to shake the lack of a gf, the DNA wants me to burn.

 

[Zzzzz]

I've had so many second chances I've lost count. And they all ended the same way...back to rock bottom.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I was 20 years old at that time, and planned on ending my life near my 21st birthday. I went to the location where the act was supposed to be committed, but then decided to give life a second chance at the last minute. The result you ask? Not good. Not good at all. Thinking back now, many years later, I strongly regret not killing myself. In the time between these 2 points in my life I have lost those small few individuals who I was close with, and have passed the age group that is considered young.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think in my case, there has been no such thing as a second chance. I have no will to live and there is no way to change anything. This is simply the way that I see the world, I have never wanted to be alive. Things have just gotten worse over the years and everything is hopeless. I cannot live and I have no clue as to why I am still here.