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jjanssen

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Jun 29, 2025
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does anyone else just scroll - knowing you won't find the source but still you do it as it feels like you are doing something about your situation...

desperately need some help
 
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Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
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Maybe actually try to find it online - that is the fastest way to find it - better than searching for more and more clues (there will never be a link to the actual source anywhere here). You get the most important few clues really easily (what its used for, y-engine...). In one of my replies I gave additional clues. Actually try to get it and you probably will.
 
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jjanssen

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Maybe actually try to find it online - that is the fastest way to find it - better than searching for more and more clues (there will never be a link to the actual source anywhere here). You get the most important few clues really easily (what its used for, y-engine...). In one of my replies I gave additional clues. Actually try to get it and you? probably will.
in europe??

so difficult to get through all the scams and fakes
 
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Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
58
in europe??

so difficult to get through all the scams and fakes
I got in EU not even a week ago.

"all the scams and fakes" - not once have I found a scam/fake site for SN. Either you need to be a company or you don't. Since I don't dabble in the chemical industry and don't have a company for it I went with the one where you can buy it without having a company. Also the site I bought it from has high reputation so its a good and trusted source.
 
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jjanssen

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I got in EU not even a week ago.

"all the scams and fakes" - not once have I found a scam/fake site for SN. Either you need to be a company or you don't. Since I don't dabble in the chemical industry and don't have a company for it I went with the one where you can buy it without having a company. Also the site I bought it from has high reputation so its a good and trusted source.
did you use a parcel forwarding co. ?
 
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Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
58
You can. I used them in the past and work pretty well. Don't know how it would go with customs if you want it in the UK or something but that's a whole separate thing.
 
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jjanssen

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Not the UK but not far

any chance you can dm me? 🙏
 
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jjanssen

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Jun 29, 2025
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thats fair enough. im trying to dig into your replies for the clues you mentioned but i cant even work out how to do that... god im useless
god i
 
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Aug 21, 2023
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"dont just click random sites and leave, actually try to buy it and you will see if you can or if you need to be a company for it (thats all I can say)*"

And you can find it on clear net via google or duckduckgo....
 
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jjanssen

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Jun 29, 2025
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Think i found one but still have so many questions
 
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CuriousPotato

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Jun 25, 2025
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Anyone else feels like being intentionally sabotaged when searching for "nitrite" and it automatically changes to "nitrate"? This happens with search engines and most online vendors' search bars. Click on search and in pops the "a" in place of an "i".
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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does anyone else just scroll - knowing you won't find the source but still you do it as it feels like you are doing something about your situation...

desperately need some help
Oh, perfect description. Scrolling here is almost like a soothing drug. And yep, not at all a solution.
 
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jjanssen

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BM???
"dont just click random sites and leave, actually try to buy it and you will see if you can or if you need to be a company for it (thats all I can say)*"

And you can find it on clear net via google or duckduckgo....
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
176
in europe??

so difficult to get through all the scams and fakes
If you aren't in the UK then it's pretty easy to get in Europe
 
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Docdj

Member
Jun 9, 2025
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I'm from Ireland and when I read sn can be used to make bombs I just gave up because there's no way I could get it.
 
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wham311

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USA? Please help
 
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bluesadness

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Jul 3, 2025
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I got in EU not even a week ago.

"all the scams and fakes" - not once have I found a scam/fake site for SN. Either you need to be a company or you don't. Since I don't dabble in the chemical industry and don't have a company for it I went with the one where you can buy it without having a company. Also the site I bought it from has high reputation so its a good and trusted source.
Why get it and not use it
 

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