I don't know why I came here today, It's been a while since I did .... it's not like I haven't been thinking about dying. but I just wanted to read......Today has been exceptionally tough, and the weight of sadness is hitting me hard. I'm grappling with this overwhelming feeling that seems to have settled deep within. It's a struggle to articulate, but I'm navigating through a challenging emotional landscape that's making everything feel more difficult.
also, I think I might have lost some portion of my cognitive ability after my last attempt ... and I don't know... I felt like coming here, lingering a bit ... feel like I'm not alone