Schizophrenia and CTB

[schoolgirlbyosamu]

I've recently been suspected of having schizophrenia, which is one my biggest fears. I'm at the right age where it would spontaneously develop.
How likely is someone with schizophrenia to ctb? Does anyone else here deal with this? life is already taxing enough, this new development seems like a final nail in the coffin.

 

[ivathantri]

I'm in the same boat. Been in therapy for months. She told me about how she thinks that it could be that. I also seen like 3 other people she sent me to. They even made me read about schizotypal personality disorder. I'm currently fed up with them. She kinda tricked me once time, she told me what if I felt like I couldn't leave my house. The only answer I could tell her is that I would CTB. Looking back she was phishing for that answer and I gave it to her.
I also told her I would do it by SN, then later that day I saw a video of someone dying of SN and it looked painful. :( I don't have a method anymore. I feel like something is keeping me around, so I guess that's why I haven't done it yet