Scared

[Docdj]

Before I came here I thought I was the only one who wanted a painless death but I'm surprised that they are many more.

Saying that my most sa attempt was a 70 mile per hour crash and I walked away from that with a cut head.

I'm kind of stuck now because I can get any sn and the only other thing I can think of is hanging and the last time I tried that it was painful

 

[Rainbow Dash]

I in the same boat mt friend.

Tried many times and pussied out on 2 of them...
Real attemps i had a few mostly over doses...


1) building
(drunk and high on weed and on other side of fence.. Just let go and yeah... Couldnt let go...)

2) drunk and had a hand gun. 380 auto.
Just kept crying and drinking in the middle of the woods.... Justhad to allign and pull.
Still couldnt.... Passed out in the woods woke up fine and dandy and still had the firearm.

That was my pussy out two attempts


What i ak getting at is that their is a time and place and method.
We just have to find what worls for us and when we are really and truely ready to go.

Dont do it cause fuck all.
But if really want to and you know in your heart and soul and mind then ot will happen.

But for now just relax a bit and take it a day at a time.

Not here to lecture, stop, or persuade.

But those are my two stories that i will share.

 

[Suzzana]

Hi
sorry im new here (website not suicide contemplating) and this is my first post but what does sn stand for?
I'm in the same boat I don't want to feel pain but sometimes i get this adrenaline and i want to feel everything possible then nothing at all

 

[Rainbow Dash]

Hi
sorry im new here (website not suicide contemplating) and this is my first post but what does sn stand for?
I'm in the same boat I don't want to feel pain but sometimes i get this adrenaline and i want to feel everything possible then nothing at all

SN refers to Sodium Nitrite. NOT NITRATE.

And yeah you still feel something with SN.

Their was a guy who did a live video of his SN experience and well still threw up and all that but did die on live.

Does it jobs but not 100% "Die in your sleep painleasly" type experince but WAY better than other ways of going