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lotus_pink
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- Jan 14, 2024
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I'm brand new to researching this and the methods sound so awful but I need to choose one. im so sad that it has to come to this
I'm so sad it's come to this too. I feel the same. All the methods sound so awful. I'm upset that a peaceful pill doesnt exist. Nembutal was a thing in the past but not possible to get unless in Mexico? I'm terrified of the death and of what comes after.I'm brand new to researching this and the methods sound so awful but I need to choose one. im so sad that it has to come to this
If/when I go, I will jump from a tall building (not a bridge). It's said to have an extremely high success rate and there's not any physical discomfort involved unlike every other method.I'm brand new to researching this and the methods sound so awful but I need to choose one. im so sad that it has to come to this
It's so scary, I was looking at hanging but I am terrified of being conscious at all or having it fail. The reason im ctb is superficial but I can't handle it it's so awfulI'm so sad it's come to this too. I feel the same. All the methods sound so awful. I'm upset that a peaceful pill doesnt exist. Nembutal was a thing in the past but not possible to get unless in Mexico? I'm terrified of the death and of what comes after.
Depends on how you land, really. Assuming you land head first it's almost guaranteed that you'll die from the impact.If/when I go, I will jump from a tall building (not a bridge). It's said to have an extremely high success rate and there's not any physical discomfort involved unlike every other method.
I didn't know this, thanks for telling me.Depends on how you land, really. Assuming you land head first it's almost guaranteed that you'll die from the impact.
True I wish there was a sure way to leave this earth, but I suppose the world would be too kind to provide such an option.Yeah when it comes to CTB most options seem awful, and a fair few of them can leave you a vegetable if it goes bad. I wish there was a button I could just press sometimes.
I would use a pistol if it was accessible to me, honestly. But jumping is still probably the singular safest method if you do it right.Personally I would never hang unless I had virtually NO other choice. Jumping seems to be a p good option, but personally I would want something more dramatic such as a pistol shot to the head. I wouldn't want a shotgun shot to the head just based on the low survival rate, you could live without your jaw y'know.
Everything seems to lead to the same thing. But how can you decide which if you have been wrong all your life? It's like being stuck in limbo. How I envy those who take the plunge without taking into account the consequences...If you do it right
What's your reason to CBT? What's worse than death?Ex
It's so scary, I was looking at hanging but I am terrified of being conscious at all or having it fail. The reason im ctb is superficial but I can't handle it it's so awful
What's your reason to CBT? What's worse than death?
I'm so sorry to hear you feel that. I'm here to listen if you want to share. I'm also in a very very lonely position and life fell apart hence being here. Hugs to you.I'm very ugly, shunned, and lonely, my life is miserable