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errorcode404

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Apr 5, 2023
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Only get your N from A people (maybe B too but me personally I would buy from A) yes it may get confiscated by the authorities depending on what country you are ordering from but people (mostly who live in the U.S) got their N successfully from A without any problems.
Hello! I was wondering if there was a way to access your bio? Thank you :)
Hello everyone.

I am very "happy" to be here (say, grateful that I was approved and relieved that such a space exists, where we can all share).
I would like to thank the mods, the active participants and anyone who contributed and shared.

I also noticed that people do not fight, call one another names or act aggressively. I even saw a message mentioning explicitely that most of us are where we are now due to the way society treats us, due to violence and the way we were put down. Therefore we should treat one another with kindness.
Well, I completely subscribe to that.

Now, to get to the core of the matter, I've read the 10 pages this Megathread has (that is, very single message if I haven't missed any).

In fact, I have been scammed via top-up card, while attempting to buy N on Telegram.

The last message on this thread dating back from January (so 6 months ago, almost to the day), can anyone tell me if they know of a (new) trusted source, please?

Many thanks.

P.S.: Also, very important where on this forum can I find the PPeH for June 2023? (I am younger than 50).
If you find an answer let me know!
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Hello! I was wondering if there was a way to access your bio? Thank you :)

If you find an answer let me know!
I wouldn't trust any sources of N right now in this current climate we are living in (anti-suicide). All legitimate sources have dried up, and any that you do happen to find are more than likely to be 100% scam.
 
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krazykat

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Apr 2, 2025
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It would be very important which vendor they used. The darknet has some vendors who apparently sell N, if it's one of them, it would be great to know.
Almost fell for this one recently. It's most certainly a scam, right?


I went so far as to enter my phone number and address (impulsive and dumb, I know) and received the following text:

Hi [my name] have received your order #26413 you made on our website nembutalstore.co

Right now the order is in process and waiting on your payments of $1000.00 so we can proceed with delivery of this order.

We accept payments by; venmo, Apple Pay and Zelle, Cryptocurrency

Please let me know how you will like to complete payments.

Thanks
Alice
Nembutalstore.co
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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I think scam
 
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Goth

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Aug 26, 2024
377
megathread has been edited with a disclaimer concerning nembutal scams at the top
the new info is
Disclaimer: There are NO active Nembutal (pentobarbital) sources. Anyone who says they have a source is a scammer. Do NOT send them money and please report them. The link below tracks Nembutal (pentobarbital) scams. Even if a site has not yet been added to this list, it is a scam until otherwise stated in a new and updated version (2026+) of the PPeH

Link: https://www.nembutalscams.com/en/
there is also a newish thread discussing this here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/to-those-looking-for-n.228099/
 
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thedarkdog

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Aug 25, 2025
52
AladinXpress on DrugHub and DarkMatter as well as other markets I forgot is a scammer claiming to sell Phenobarbital
 
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itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
30
Potentially scammed by what I thought was DSL.

Paid and have heard nothing for the past few days.

Another user seems to have had the same experience and has waited weeks with no response.
 
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itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
30
Potentially scammed by what I thought was DSL.

Paid and have heard nothing for the past few days.

Another user seems to have had the same experience and has waited weeks with no response.

Just posting an update.

I don't think I've been scammed anymore, think i was just anxious when I didnt get an update and from reading the other persons experience.

I have been given a tracking number, it is currently in customs to come to my country.

I'll update if/when it arrives.
 
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