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nab2025

New Member
Sep 1, 2025
4
I have yet again been scammed for the nth time to get my hands on N. If I knew death would be so difficult and taboo in this world, I would never ever choose to be born. Can somebody give me guidance on how to die peacefully??? I'm at my wits end
 
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Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
251
Crazy that we can't even die without getting scammed. You can't even blink without someone trying to scam you these days. Fuck this place. I can't believe people are still trying procreate and perpetuate this nasty and disgusting species.
 
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nab2025

New Member
Sep 1, 2025
4
Crazy that we can't even die without getting scammed. You can't even blink without someone trying to scam you these days. Fuck this place. I can't believe people are still trying procreate and perpetuate this nasty and disgusting species.
What's your method? I'm tired of being scammed over and over again
 
nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
702
I'm really sorry. I believe 99.9999% of N is fake.
 
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Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
251
What's your method? I'm tired of being scammed over and over again
Hanging. If I get scammed trying to buy a piece of rope, I'm just going to jump of the tallest building I can find..
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
702
Then I have no choice but to cut my throat with a kitchen knife
Though I understand you feel like you've run out of options, there are alternatives. Cutting your throat with a kitchen knife seems painful and unlikely to be successful. Please give yourself time and consider various options.
If you have questions about methods, you can freely ask in this site. We are here for you. Whatever you choose, I hope you find the relief you are looking for.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Death a taboo?? How is death a taboo when it is something so natural. How can something that happens to everyone a taboo ??
 
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nab2025

New Member
Sep 1, 2025
4
Though I understand you feel like you've run out of options, there are alternatives. Cutting your throat with a kitchen knife seems painful and unlikely to be successful. Please give yourself time and consider various options.
If you have questions about methods, you can freely ask in this site. We are here for you. Whatever you choose, I hope you find the relief you are looking for.
knife is actually the most convenient way to die with all the bans and scams in place but I'm such a scaredy cat that I can't tolerate 5 minutes of pain
Death a taboo?? How is death a taboo when it is something so natural. How can something that happens to everyone a taboo ??
Death is only natural when you fear death. Once you start chasing death deliberately, it becomes more taboo than anything taboo.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
312
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I have yet again been scammed for the nth time to get my hands on N. If I knew death would be so difficult and taboo in this world, I would never ever choose to be born. Can somebody give me guidance on how to die peacefully??? I'm at my wits end
Can you say something more? How You was scammed? Was it someone from here? It is important to make other people aware about all the scams that happens to avoid more people being scammed.
N is not available online. End of story. Sorry about that, but it has been posted over here many times that only way to get it is to travel to SA.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
I've been scammed too with N (it happened 3 years ago on whatsapp). Scam from Africa because the name of the paypal account was african. After I've sent him 700€, he told me he couldn't send the bottle to me and I should send 2000€ because of "tax issues"... What a shame
 
caramelkidney

caramelkidney

the comic relief
Aug 5, 2025
31
its so fucked up that you can't get N if you genuinely want it but teenagers are getting handed fentanyl spiked pills like they're candy and dying off those. of course this isnt actually the case but it fuckin feels like sometimes.
 

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