lonely, just lonely, I don't have anyone and I don't even know why I think there's still going to be someone in real life who's going to help me. There just isn't. I don't know why this loneliness might be generation thing but it's killing me. I try and cope but damn I can't get rid of this feeling. To be honest I fear that if I will I will just become a very cold person and I'm not sure if I want that. But at the same time I'm not sure how much longer I can stay this way.