Me, TOO, dammit!
What do you mean by circular?
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Dead inside. I wasn't able to get my medication refilled on time and had to go days without it and that really messed me up... But I think eventually, I will start feeling normal again.
Glad you got your meds. I can relate so well to these gaps in medication that are often times beyond one's control.
I LOVE this!
Me, too. My undesirability makes me feel irrelevant. Hope you don't mind that I share a recent anecdote. I work part-time at a pizza place. It's mostly delivery & pick up, so I mostly answer phones & ring up customers coming for carry-out. One of the many delivery guys is a sullen, shy high schooler, whom I've tried (in vain) to engage in conversation several times. This other ho who is a million years younger than I am started working there, too. And, when this delivery guy walked in the restaurant one one of his many runs, he saw her at the counter and smiled.
Now, I have no emotional stake in this kid, but I just felt so hurt/deflated that that girl's mere appearance was enough to draw this kid out of his shell--the same thing I had tried to do with my bullshit questions. Anyway, g2g now, but I feel you.