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not-2-b-the-answer

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FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
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Lost
 
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chronicallybroken

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ImsooDone1N

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Sorry but cats are so much better than people
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outrider567

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chicken-nugget

depresso espresso
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numb :(((((
 
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ImsooDone1N

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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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QuietEnd

Doing the work
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ImsooDone1N

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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Wistful.
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

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I feel like it's over for me(sorry for the sentence and not only 1 word)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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EMPTY !!!

Letdown-Empty










"Empty"

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty
Somebody heal me, hold me, make me know me, hate me
No one can love me
Inside my lonely
Someone won't feel me, show me, make me know me, I'm not safe

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

I can't compel me
My mind won't stop me
It wants to fail me, hail me, let me carry, help me
And this is my misery
It wants to kill me
It's in my memory, but I'm shaking when it fails me

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

Take it from me, I've taken a week to feel free
Never a thing, I don't know a thing to fix me
Stuck in my head now
Get me the hell out
Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me
Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry
Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
 
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BitterlyAlive_

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suicidal…
 
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akana

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ImsooDone1N

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not-2-b-the-answer

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Bleah
 
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worn_out

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outatime_85

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May 17, 2022
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Despondent.
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
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Alone(in the universe)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Hurting
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
305
Left
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
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Detached.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
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……ambivalent.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Dysgenic Pup

Dysgenic Pup

A canine that’s not so heavenly.
Sep 18, 2021
435
Broken...
 
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ImsooDone1N

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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
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Numb. Nevermind, just very lonely.
 
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