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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,474
I want home/home-wanting
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
2,394
Nuisance
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Empty
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Divided
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
2,394
Content. I think it's the drugs, but this is nice.

lmao nevermind, now I feel paranoid. It was totally the drugs.
 
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1up

1up

Member
Aug 30, 2021
98
Sonder
Sorry not an adjective
 
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Enlightened
Apr 28, 2021
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Terrible.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,474
ANGRY!
 
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Yogobro298

Yogobro298

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Oct 13, 2021
36
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
meaningless
silence :: guns • shooting • stars
nothing much is making sense anymore... know the feeling?

lately I'm struck dumb, literally :: I've lost the desire to speak.
I spend my mental time making suicide hiakus that no-one will ever know
know one really knows someone else, that scares me.
I'm not sure why. maybe its a relief :: stone cold sober and I hate when I get like this ::
it hurts so much to let go of the things i love
my secretiveness is very messed up, I know myself.
my race against time to desperately get things done
desperation and devotion (do no more than) tear me to shreds.
I am no.thing.more than a lesson in impermanence,
maybe if I saw the bigger picture, understood,
maybe if / when things are different, but what if maybe not?
my planning and scheming, my pathetic need to mean something
when, really:- its all ::
meaningless

counting the days...
Its not 1 word, but my profile limits me to 500 chatacters.
make it mesningfull, Miguel.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,729
Fried
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
low
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,543
Cold
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Stressed
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Sharp
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Angry.
 
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MeltedJello

MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,214
Bored
 
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Hemlock

Hemlock

gardener
Nov 6, 2020
1,097
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Shaky
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
2,394
Weary.
meaningless
silence :: guns • shooting • stars
nothing much is making sense anymore... know the feeling?

lately I'm struck dumb, literally :: I've lost the desire to speak.
I spend my mental time making suicide hiakus that no-one will ever know
know one really knows someone else, that scares me.
I'm not sure why. maybe its a relief :: stone cold sober and I hate when I get like this ::
it hurts so much to let go of the things i love
my secretiveness is very messed up, I know myself.
my race against time to desperately get things done
desperation and devotion (do no more than) tear me to shreds.
I am no.thing.more than a lesson in impermanence,
maybe if I saw the bigger picture, understood,
maybe if / when things are different, but what if maybe not?
my planning and scheming, my pathetic need to mean something
when, really:- its all ::
meaningless

counting the days...
Its not 1 word, but my profile limits me to 500 chatacters.
make it mesningfull, Miguel.
Thank you for writing this. Big hugs to you.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Lonely
 
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cloudnone

cloudnone

So Scribble Me Out
Jan 14, 2020
55
Suffering
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,383
Busy
 
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odradek

odradek

Mage
Sep 16, 2021
557
Resigned
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Stubborn
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
(I wish I was) Invisible
 
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oneweekleft

oneweekleft

Member
Oct 18, 2021
56
frightened
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
Overloaded.
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
Hopefull
 
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