Saturday is one year since what should’ve been my death date

[nooneishome]

Saturday is the one year anniversary of my most severe attempt ever, the day I took SN.

This day haunts me every single day. Mostly because I know I should've died. The fact that I didn't still makes me so angry. I was so close and so much more at peace than I've ever been before.

Sigh

 

[mercybell]

if you don't mind sharing, how did it not work out?

 

[nooneishome]

if you don't mind sharing, how did it not work out?

I was found too soon/I put the SN in capsules which delayed the absorption process. I still wasn't expected to survive, but there was a "miracle" as people love to say :(

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I just wish to be gone, I also just wish for some peace as well, I'm sorry you have to suffer, personally I find it cruel how trying to die can go wrong and lead to worse suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[nooneishome]

I understand as I just wish to be gone, I also just wish for some peace as well, I'm sorry you have to suffer, personally I find it cruel how trying to die can go wrong and lead to worse suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.

I'm so sorry that you can understand. I also find it so cruel the suffering we have to endure for trying to find peace :(

 

[norain]

Espero que encontremos la paz pronto

 

[finishLana]

It takes 1-2h for enteric capsules to release in a small intestine. Do you remember experiencing any unpleasant sensations after drinking the capsules or you just blacked out?

 

[Nigh]

I was found too soon/I put the SN in capsules which delayed the absorption process. I still wasn't expected to survive, but there was a "miracle" as people love to say :

Did you take the capsules that bypass the stomach and go straight to the intestines?