
CesiumBullet
Member
- May 7, 2025
- 23
The people I've interacted with here are so nice. You all have such amazing souls.
It's been a couple weeks since I was diagnosed with BPD. I still have a formal psych evaluation to confirm the diagnosis next week but I think it might explain a lot of what I've been feeling. There's a lot of stigma that comes with a diagnosis like Beautiful Princess Disorder but I feel so safe talking about it here because everyone here genuinely wants to see each other to get better.
I'll be honest, it kinda sucks that I'm no longer in a suicidal phase because the very short time I spent on this forum really brightened my days. I have no more reasons to keep coming back here except to check on a few friends I've made. To whoever reads this: I really hope that you find what you're looking for. Whether it's recovery or a peaceful exit.
I'll probably post again next week once I get my psych evaluation done. I'm surprised they were able to fit me in so quickly. Luck has been on my side. I'm not 'recovered,' and I would still probably ctb if I had the means to, but for now I feel stable enough that I don't need to go any further with my plan. I really hope you can find the same sort of stability. Thank you for offering me the space to find that stability.
With so much love,
Cee
It's been a couple weeks since I was diagnosed with BPD. I still have a formal psych evaluation to confirm the diagnosis next week but I think it might explain a lot of what I've been feeling. There's a lot of stigma that comes with a diagnosis like Beautiful Princess Disorder but I feel so safe talking about it here because everyone here genuinely wants to see each other to get better.
I'll be honest, it kinda sucks that I'm no longer in a suicidal phase because the very short time I spent on this forum really brightened my days. I have no more reasons to keep coming back here except to check on a few friends I've made. To whoever reads this: I really hope that you find what you're looking for. Whether it's recovery or a peaceful exit.
I'll probably post again next week once I get my psych evaluation done. I'm surprised they were able to fit me in so quickly. Luck has been on my side. I'm not 'recovered,' and I would still probably ctb if I had the means to, but for now I feel stable enough that I don't need to go any further with my plan. I really hope you can find the same sort of stability. Thank you for offering me the space to find that stability.
With so much love,
Cee