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obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470

A perfect circle got me through some rough af times with my eating disorder in general.
 
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Dead Horse

Dead Horse

Hopeless, but literally
Nov 14, 2018
153
I don't know if it's the saddest, but that's what came to my mind.

 
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Starving Slvts Always Get Their Fix♥
Feb 18, 2023
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wandering
Mar 1, 2023
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a couple that come to mind immediately:
peek a boo by daniel johnston
handzum $uicide by $uicideboy$
pygmalion by the scary jokes
i listen to a lot of sad music tho tbh i could add so many more
 
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themisbelow

themisbelow

they/them
Mar 5, 2023
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the last song my favorite music computer uploaded before he killed himself. He did it the day of his death. :(
 
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RdMrk

RdMrk

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Feb 24, 2023
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Personally its this:


in generals tho I think this:
 
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ksp

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Oct 1, 2022
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for #listless: the scary jokes - pygmalion

 
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Eternal Pessimist

Eternal Pessimist

Student
Oct 16, 2019
184
Out of Sand by Eddie Vedder
 
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Ruma

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Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
I don't love you - My Chemical Romance.
 
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StarlightDreamer

Infinity Weaver
Aug 2, 2022
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I'm rather fond of An Alien's 'I Love You', by Utsu-P. It hits especially hard if you live with a physical and/or mental disability.

 
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Walpurgisnacht

Walpurgisnacht

Lavender
Feb 25, 2023
135

Released 30 minutes before his death. I can never listen to this and not cry.
 
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Mar 8, 2023
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Sooner or later
Your legs give way, you hit the ground
Save it for later
Don't run away and let me down

Sooner or later
You hit the deck, you get found out
Save it for later
Don't run away and let me down

Two dozen other stupid reasons
Why we should suffer all this
Don't bother trying to explain them
Just hold my hand while I come to a decision on this

From the lyricist:
So it was about being lost, about not really knowing your role in the world, trying to find your place in the world. So, you couldn't find your own way in the world, and you'd have all sorts of people telling you this, that, and the other, and advising you, and it didn't actually seem like they knew any better. So it was like keep your advice to yourself. Save it - for later.

It's like a plea for others to dispense of their prejudices, their conceptions of how things should be, and just be there with you as you work things out.
 
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Black Sheep One

Black Sheep One

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Mar 4, 2023
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Yesterday, When I was Young - Roy Clark
Suicide is Painless - Johnny Mandel
Dust in the Wind - Kansas
Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd
Whiskey Lullaby - Brad Baisley
 
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lovesurroundsyou

good night 💤
Feb 26, 2023
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Don't know about saddest, but defo still gets me
 
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Emptied_soul

Emptied_soul

Girl with a broken soul.
Mar 4, 2023
37
I know it's kinda mainstream but it pretty much represents how i feel after my bf left me a few months ago. i wish i could travel back in time to the night we met and fix my mistakes. The part where it says:

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you

It hurts as hell tbh.


 
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une vie grotesque

une vie grotesque

chronically suicidal
Mar 6, 2023
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daniel johnston - how i love the organ music
i have "you're nobody until somebody loves you" tattooed, did the same day he passed


slowdive - dagger
by far their saddest song imo


i hate myself - song 3 (about grief)


and kinda of a long way down
"crawled out the window on the fourteenth floor
said "i don't know" then didn't say anymore
she used the window instead of using the door
now i'm alone up on the fourteenth floor
but i'm not high, i'm not high
she said goodbye
i don't know why
"


grandview - to the sun
"did god drink himself to sleep the night he created me" just hits so hard after the build up


la dispute - king park
jordan dreyer, the vocalist, has the PERFECT voice for sad songs. this song has great lines such as "how senseless death, how precious life" and the last few lyrics of the song. i won't spoil it because the song tells a whole tragic story with two point of views".


merchant ships - sleep patterns
this always makes me cry fr


the album drinking songs by matt elliott
this whole album makes me feel the feels, it's an anti-war album. this is a masterpiece with beautiful instrumentals and vocals.
 
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Jun 26, 2022
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Body in a Box by City and Colour

 
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_smile_

Student
Jun 26, 2022
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daniel johnston - how i love the organ music
i have "you're nobody until somebody loves you" tattooed, did the same day he passed


slowdive - dagger
by far their saddest song imo


i hate myself - song 3 (about grief)


and kinda of a long way down
"crawled out the window on the fourteenth floor
said "i don't know" then didn't say anymore
she used the window instead of using the door
now i'm alone up on the fourteenth floor
but i'm not high, i'm not high
she said goodbye
i don't know why
"


grandview - to the sun
"did god drink himself to sleep the night he created me" just hits so hard after the build up


la dispute - king park
jordan dreyer, the vocalist, has the PERFECT voice for sad songs. this song has great lines such as "how senseless death, how precious life" and the last few lyrics of the song. i won't spoil it because the song tells a whole tragic story with two point of views".


merchant ships - sleep patterns
this always makes me cry fr


the album drinking songs by matt elliott
this whole album makes me feel the feels, it's an anti-war album. this is a masterpiece with beautiful instrumentals and vocals.

THESE. ARE. ALL. PHENOMENAL.
I appreciate your music tastes.
 
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une vie grotesque

une vie grotesque

chronically suicidal
Mar 6, 2023
45
i could also point to some lingua ignota songs, with her dark lyrics and powerful vocals. most of her songs talk about religious trauma and domestic abuse. all of her albums are day ruiners and i highly recommend all of them lmao

that he may not rise again


many hands


her version of agnes dei gives me chills every time


woe to all (on the day of my wrath)


do you doubt me traitor
 
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Yuki K

Yuki K

Student
Mar 9, 2023
122
Brother


Tomar Chokher Shitolpati


Gommene Gommene


Sad Song
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
751
Weary Blues by Duke Ellington & Johnny Hodges, 1959
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
When love breaks the promise
The heart has to keep
It leaves only truth here to find
When the spirit is crushed
And the hurt is so deep
Between you and I
Even when love has come and gone
And our hearts have moved along
I will remember
There was a time we had the trust
And that always was enough
I will remember
I will remember you

I will remember you
 
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LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
This is the most recent song I've heard that really got to me.

 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
DETECTORISTS — soundtrack

The last time I was physically healthy — before Iatrogenic injuries — I watched this UK series on TV.

I used to work in the field (but not with metal detectors).

Deeply bittersweet bereavement 😥

 
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