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Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
I suffer from so many conditions; depression, anxiety disorder, panic attacks, OCD and suicidal thoughts that makes my life hell.
Then you have this place where you can vent and type a long ass story, which would really be helpful to me, but I can't because of the stupid RSI pain in my right hand.

Things become really difficult when you are in constant pain.
If I hadn't RSI I surely were more active on this forum to vent and helping other people more but I just can't and that frustrates me!

I do what I can to help other people but I'm unfortunately handicapped by this condition, so if I don't respond to your message, don't take it personal.
It's that freaking RSI!
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
is speech to text an option for you? I don't use it frequently but it works well enough on my phone when I try it. Laptop has it built in too.

I get RSI if I'm not careful with ergonomics. When I got my first full time job 13 years ago I started to get wrist pain, and I've been using a special keyboard at my desk (MS Natural 4000) ever since.
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
424
I am so sorry. None of what you are going through is fair. The world is a beautiful place, it sucks when you can't enjoy it to the fullest. It breaks my heart to hear what you are going through. I think you have the right mindset. Helping others is the best thing we can do. However you are able care for the people around, all that matters is that you try your best. Then at least at the end of the day, you can feel satisfied knowing that you made someone's life better.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,618
It's just so horrible how there's unlimited potential to suffer endlessly as long as one exists here, it's cruel how people suffer like that, existing really can be so torturous.
 
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Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
Thank you kind people for your replies, it means a lot to me! 🙏🏻😊
 

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