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aroutinemalaise

aroutinemalaise

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May 24, 2020
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today i plan to spend most of the day cleaning my house up, and tomorrow, before i work my last shift. then, i'll visit my parents and see them for the last time, and then i'll drive into the next state down from me, until i find the right place. depending on how far i go, i should take SN around 4-6am june 9th. i feel very ready.
 
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Amnesty

Amnesty

Suicidal Cheesecake
Jun 2, 2020
172
May you be at peace.
 
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Taraxias

Specialist
Feb 22, 2020
359
:hug:Wish you a quiet and easy journey. It would be nice if you could inform us you process all this
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
I don't know what you took, but I am wishing for peace and serenity. I am contained at the end of my method is also SN.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I wish you all the best no matter what your final decision is!
Hope everything goes as you want, make your last day (if last) more relaxing!
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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today i plan to spend most of the day cleaning my house up, and tomorrow, before i work my last shift. then, i'll visit my parents and see them for the last time, and then i'll drive into the next state down from me, until i find the right place. depending on how far i go, i should take SN around 4-6am june 9th. i feel very ready.
It sound amazing except going to work, I too like to have my appartment and myself clean before ctb but don´t get why you just call in sick.
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
1,956
Well done for going to work .. that is something ..

Sorry for this happening . Couple of weeks after joining . But I guess this is what you want . Few days ago you considered hospital . Hope you okay .

Feel free to share how you're feeling during these last days , at work , with parents , and as time comes .
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,059
Have a peaceful journey.
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
767
as long as you know you're ready, that's all you really need. best of luck, now.
 
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aroutinemalaise

aroutinemalaise

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May 24, 2020
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It sound amazing except going to work, I too like to have my appartment and myself clean before ctb but don´t get why you just call in sick.
i very much like working there, and have made some pretty good connections. and it's only a 3 hour shift anyway, i'd like to say goodbye without saying it yknow?


Well done for going to work .. that is something ..

Sorry for this happening . Couple of weeks after joining . But I guess this is what you want . Few days ago you considered hospital . Hope you okay .

Feel free to share how you're feeling during these last days , at work , with parents , and as time comes .
i really appreciate this. i'm currently going back n forth on going to the hospital or not. either way, i'll be heading downstate around this time tomorrow. i've decided to stay in the state so just in case i do decide hospital at the last moment, it won't be too much of a hassle to ask my family for support and not feel like a burden and dragging them a whole state away to get me, and my car. i'm a bit nervous about having to call them if i end up in the hospital, and explain where i am and why, but i've accepted that i'll pick the right choice for me when it matters
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
Sending light and love to protect you on whatever journey you choose.
 
randomz

randomz

Specialist
Nov 4, 2019
395
I am sorry life brought you to this point. I do hope you think on your decision and maybe give life another try and get some medical treatment. It could work, who knows.
 
sadghost

sadghost

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May 17, 2020
232
I hope that your final moments are fulfilling and I hope that you find peace :heart: Best wishes
 

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