roughly 48 hours to go

[aroutinemalaise]

today i plan to spend most of the day cleaning my house up, and tomorrow, before i work my last shift. then, i'll visit my parents and see them for the last time, and then i'll drive into the next state down from me, until i find the right place. depending on how far i go, i should take SN around 4-6am june 9th. i feel very ready.

 

[Amnesty]

May you be at peace.

 

[Taraxias]

Wish you a quiet and easy journey. It would be nice if you could inform us you process all this

 

[Ulisses]

I don't know what you took, but I am wishing for peace and serenity. I am contained at the end of my method is also SN.

 

[faust]

I wish you all the best no matter what your final decision is!
Hope everything goes as you want, make your last day (if last) more relaxing!

 

[TheGoodGuy]

today i plan to spend most of the day cleaning my house up, and tomorrow, before i work my last shift. then, i'll visit my parents and see them for the last time, and then i'll drive into the next state down from me, until i find the right place. depending on how far i go, i should take SN around 4-6am june 9th. i feel very ready.

It sound amazing except going to work, I too like to have my appartment and myself clean before ctb but don´t get why you just call in sick.

 

[Quarky00]

Well done for going to work .. that is something ..

Sorry for this happening . Couple of weeks after joining . But I guess this is what you want . Few days ago you considered hospital . Hope you okay .

Feel free to share how you're feeling during these last days , at work , with parents , and as time comes .

 

[TheSoulless]

Have a peaceful journey.

 

[Arrow]

as long as you know you're ready, that's all you really need. best of luck, now.

 

[aroutinemalaise]

It sound amazing except going to work, I too like to have my appartment and myself clean before ctb but don´t get why you just call in sick.

i very much like working there, and have made some pretty good connections. and it's only a 3 hour shift anyway, i'd like to say goodbye without saying it yknow?

Well done for going to work .. that is something ..

Sorry for this happening . Couple of weeks after joining . But I guess this is what you want . Few days ago you considered hospital . Hope you okay .

Feel free to share how you're feeling during these last days , at work , with parents , and as time comes .

i really appreciate this. i'm currently going back n forth on going to the hospital or not. either way, i'll be heading downstate around this time tomorrow. i've decided to stay in the state so just in case i do decide hospital at the last moment, it won't be too much of a hassle to ask my family for support and not feel like a burden and dragging them a whole state away to get me, and my car. i'm a bit nervous about having to call them if i end up in the hospital, and explain where i am and why, but i've accepted that i'll pick the right choice for me when it matters

 

[FriendofDeath]

Sending light and love to protect you on whatever journey you choose.

 

[randomz]

I am sorry life brought you to this point. I do hope you think on your decision and maybe give life another try and get some medical treatment. It could work, who knows.

 

[sadghost]

I hope that your final moments are fulfilling and I hope that you find peace Best wishes