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NumbForLife

NumbForLife

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Jan 29, 2026
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I keep thinking about gassing myself outta here today. I didn't even get my hands on some ketamine yet which I wanted to try. Even if it works it's not going to fix all my problems. If I'm not numb anymore I'll still be left with other problems that are hard to live with. After years of failed treatments, I don't think there's a single treatment on this Earth that could help me. I'm gonna go for a late night drive. I'm in as much pain as a numb person can be in. 💔💔
 
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cowlover1252

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Aug 21, 2026
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I keep thinking about gassing myself outta here today. I didn't even get my hands on some ketamine yet which I wanted to try. Even if it works it's not going to fix all my problems. If I'm not numb anymore I'll still be left with other problems that are hard to live with. After years of failed treatments, I don't think there's a single treatment on this Earth that could help me. I'm gonna go for a late night drive. I'm in as much pain as a numb person can be in. 💔💔
I hope you feel better... ketamine always makes my problems feel so distant and insignificant.
 
NumbForLife

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Jan 29, 2026
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I hope you feel better... ketamine always makes my problems feel so distant and insignificant.
Thanks. That's interesting. I've only done weed and shrooms a few times, so I wasn't sure what effect ketamine normally has on others. I just wanted to see if it could help me break through my numbness. 🥺
 

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