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Pop Evil-What Remains :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost
I'm the crook that paid the ultimate cost
Trying to handle all these thoughts in my head
I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost

Backstabbing snakes shedding their skin
Spitting venom being poisoned within
I'm the boogeyman under the bed
Your worst nightmare, walking undead

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames
I am what remains

These new beginnings yeah we threw em away
Hey, hey
Your stories ending had me take all the blame
Hey, you
Go try and judge me but you'll just have to wait
No such thing as freedom, going from anger to hate

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what, I am what, I am what remains
I am what, I am what, I am what remains

I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost
I'm the crook that paid the ultimate cost

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what, I am what, I am what remains
I am what, I am what, I am what remains

I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what remains
 
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Mushroomhead-Fall In Line :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








(I) I'll be the beast of your nightmare!
I'll be the blood of your Christ, your despair!
I'll be the one you despise, you deny from inside, I don't care!

Fall in line for a brand new savior, I'm here to take you home
Follow blind, lead the blind in failure; I'll leave you all alone
Fall in line for a brand new lie as the sacrifice of your life unfolds
Fall in line for a brand new lie as your life unfolds

You're killin' me with all your sorrow
You're killin' me with all your lies (all your lies)
You're killin' me with all of your sorrow
You're killin' me with all of your lies
Killin' me, won't save tomorrow
Killin' me, won't say goodbye

(I) I'll be the beast of your nightmare!
I'll be the blood of your Christ, your despair!
I'll be the one you despise, you deny from inside, I don't care!

Fall in line for a brand new savior, I'm here to take you home
Follow blind, lead the blind in failure; I'll leave you all alone
Fall in line for a brand new lie as the sacrifice of your life unfolds
Fall in line for a brand new lie as your life unfolds

You're killin' me with all your sorrow
You're killin' me with all your lies (all your lies)
You're killin' me with all of your sorrow
You're killin' me with all of your lies
Killin' me, won't save tomorrow
Killin' me, won't say goodbye (goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...)

On the end of a thousand knives, crawl along on the edge, survive
One million miles to go, this heavy load bestowed on me, on me
Stand back the heart wants what it wants; prepare to face the music (the music)
Stand fast the faith, armies in place to persevere, the ruthless (the ruthless)
Stand up for all, rise up at once; under the lie, the truth lives

Fall in line for a brand new savior, I'm here to take you home
Follow blind, lead the blind in failure; I'll leave you all alone
Fall in line for a brand new lie as the sacrifice of your life unfolds
Fall in line for a brand new lie as your life unfolds

You're killin' me with all your sorrow
You're killin' me with all your lies (all your lies)
You're killin' me with all of your sorrow
You're killin' me with all of your lies
Killin' me, won't save tomorrow
Killin' me, won't say goodbye
 
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Five Finger Death Punch-A Little Bit Off Today :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I know I've posted this before but I'm really feeling it today. (And everyday)









I'm a little bit off today, something down inside me's different
Woke up a little off today, I could tell that something's wrong
I'm a little thrown off today, there's something going on inside me
I'm a little bit off today, a little bit off today
(I'm a little bit off today, a little bit off today)
See, I'm a little bit off today, I cannot put my finger on it
Got up a little off today, just to play that same old song
I don't really wanna try today, I see the thing in my reflection
But I'm a little bit dry today, I feel like I could die today
I'm a little bit off today, feel like I could die today

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, dontcha know (I'm a little bit off)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)

I'm a little pissed off today and there ain't nothing you can do about it
I'm a little bit put off today and I could not tell you why
Got a really short fuse today and everyone around me's fucking crazy
I'm a little ticked off today, a little bit pissed off today
(I'm a little bit off today, a little bit off today)
I told a little white lie today, I smiled and told someone I loved them
I had to say good bye today to someone that I love
I couldn't even cry today, I think my heart is finally broken
Didn't need a reason why today, don't need a reason why today

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, dontcha know (I'm a little bit off)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)

I got a little bit high today, got lost inside a sea of madness
Crashed a little bit hard today, crashed a little too hard today

(Everybody say)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, dontcha know (I'm a little bit off)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)
Hey yeah, you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)

I'm a little bit off today, something down inside me feels so different
I'm a little bit off today, you can all fuck off today
 
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Letdown-Empty :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:









You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty
Somebody heal me, hold me, make me know me, hate me
No one can love me
Inside my lonely
Someone won't feel me, show me, make me know me, I'm not safe

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

I can't compel me
My mind won't sell me
It wants to fail me, hail me, let me carry, help me
And this is my misery
It wants to kill me
It's in my memory, but I'm shaking when it fails me

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

Take it from me, I've taken a week to feel free
Never a thing, I don't know a thing to fix me
Stuck in my head now
Get me the hell out
Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me
Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry
Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days

 
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You're not the only one
With mixed emotions
You're not the only ship
Adrift on this ocean
 
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I know I've posted this before.... Probably a few times but I really want it to end. 🤬🤬🤬🤬
This SHIT SHOW needs to be done !!!!

Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬



G1hbiBoYXRlIG15IGxpZmU%3D





So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life
 
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Starset-TokSik :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








There's something in the skies been burning
Something in the water's churning
It's time to bite your tongue and run and hide
(The end's arrived)

They don't want your body (they're coming for your mind)
They're taking everybody (eating it alive)
They're not zombies, they're toxified
(The hills have eyes)

It's coming to ruin everything
Coming from you and on to me
Spreading 'til it's on everything
Everything

It's radioactive (radioactive)
Living in a world of crazy
It's ovеr-reactive (over-rеactive)
Growing like a plague you can't see
And there's a meltdown coming (a meltdown coming)
The whole thing's turning (the world is turning)
Narcissistic (narcissistic)
Everyone's sick
TokSik
TokSik

They got the fools on parade again
With all the tools and the charlatans
Marching into the lion's den
To repent for their original sins

Earth to idiocracy
The toxic cloud is mushrooming
And you're all in the zone of the blast
Is anyone listening?
The dummies keep doubling
It's reaching hypocritical mass

And it's radioactive (radioactive)
Living in a world of crazy
It's over-reactive (over-reactive)
Growing like a plague you can't see
And there's a meltdown coming (a meltdown coming)
The whole thing's turning (the world is turning)
Narcissistic (narcissistic)
Everyone's sick
TokSik
TokSik

Zoomers and boomers and fascists and groomers
And commie consumers and lions and tigers and bears (oh my, oh my)
Dunning and Kruger are your real abusers
'Cause you are a product and I say it's buyer beware (hands over eyes)

I think that they have you so afraid
You say what they think
You don't really think what they say (keep them at bay)
Killed off religion and made up a new one
Where no one can question at all if it's ever your fault
Aye, what's that called?
I can't recall
Oh yeah, you're in a cult

You're in a cult
Oh
You're in a cult
In a cult

It's radioactive
Living in a world of crazy
It's over-reactivate
Growing like a plague you can't see

It's radioactive (radioactive)
Living in a world of crazy
It's over-reactive (over-reactive)
Growing like a plague you can't see
And there's a meltdown coming (a meltdown coming)
The whole thing's turning (the world is turning)
Narcissistic (narcissistic)
Everyone's sick
TokSik
TokSik

TokSik
 
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Sleep Theory-Stuck In My Head :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









(No)
(Oh yea-yea-yeah)

You see me walking away
And I know that the last thing you said
Was another regret I won't feel
But it's not what you say
It's the look on your face when you say it
That keeps on replaying the scene

(I think it's funny even though it's done)

You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Unlike anything that you ever said
You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No
Oh, yea-yea-yeah

It's got me running in place
And I know if I hear one more song
On those streets we drove on, I might break
I cut this off when I was through
How could my mind be stuck on you
I don't miss what we had before
And I don't need this anymore

(I think it's funny even though it's done)

You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Unlike anything that you ever said
You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No

After everything you tried to make believe
You couldn't make me feel a thing
So then why am I still stuck on you and me
It happens even when I try to go to sleep
Wake me up from this dream, and

Just get outta my, outta my, outta my head
Just like everything that you ever said
Why are you still stuck in my stuck in my stuck in my head?
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No
Oh, yea-yea-yeah

No
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No
 
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Jelly Roll-I'm Not Ok :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I am not okay
I'm barely getting by
I'm losing track of days
And losing sleep at night
I am not okay
I'm hanging on the rails
So if I say I'm fine
Just know I learned to hide it well

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright

I woke up today
I almost stayed in bed
Had the devil on my back
And voices in my head
Some days, it ain't all bad
Some days, it all gets worse
Some days, I swear I'm better off
Layin' in that dirt

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright

Gonna be alright
Gonna be alright

I know one day
We'll see the other side
The pain'll wash away
In a holy water tide
And we all gonna be alright

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
 
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Green Day-Minority :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Down with the moral majority !!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬







I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I wanna be the minority

I pledge allegiance to the underworld
One nation under dog, there of which I stand alone
A face in the crowd, unsung against the mold
Without a doubt, singled out, the only way I know

'Cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I wanna be the minority

Stepped out of the line
Like a sheep runs from the herd
Marching out of time
To my own beat now
The only way I know

One light, one mind, flashing in the dark
Blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts
"For crying out loud," she screamed unto me
A free for all, fuck 'em all, you are at your own sight

'Cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I wanna be the minority, hey!

One light, one mind, flashing in the dark
Blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts
"For crying out loud," she screamed unto me
A free for all, fuck 'em all, you are at your own sight

'Cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I wanna be the minority

I wanna be the minority
I wanna be the minority
I wanna be the minority
I wanna be the minority
 
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