Risked it

[rachybee]

There's somewhere in uk who sells SN (not the one I already tried and who sent welfare check).

I've just order SN and there isn't anything that says about welfare checks etc.

I hope it works! And gets here soon

I am slightly nervous about maybe a check but as I said there are no warnings so I could be ok

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find what you are searching for.

 

[rachybee]

Well that didn't work. Got an email saying my order has been cancelled.

At least nothing else.

 

[rachybee]

Fk. I've also had an email this morning saying my purchase has been flagged and then they go into how it's because some people are using it as a method of suicide etc.

I'm shitting it. I don't want the police here again but I feel like they're gonna turn up if it's been flagged? And now I'm also worried as they have already been for a welfare check for me ordering SN.

I need to just pay the extra from other sources

Idiot I am. Just need to lie as much as I can if they turn up

Also I just got high now too which prob not best plan incase but fk it.

I hope I can get SN super soon

I've got a belt fastened that I might try because I'm having so many issues with SN but I've tried ligaturing before and I'm clearly still here.