Risk of fail with SN

[shame]

My parents don't leave me alone. Is it a high risk to fail with SN if I'm not going to use benzos? The problem is my room next door to their. I can't leave my flat right now, almost disabled..

 

[cowboypants]

Its low risk but you need a few hours alone. If your parents open the door in the middle of niight. Then prolly risky but you can schedule it around that

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You may also make noises if you vomit. It's too risky to attempt.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

You seem like a very young individual, there's lots of hope for you to improve and to live a normal life.
Your parents will probably find you. Afterwards, you will be locked up in a mental asylum for a long period of time.

 

[kinderbueno]

Like other users have said, if you vomit they'll find out and they could take away your SN. Also youll need a weighing scale to weigh out the SN so it might look suspicious if you have a weighing scale in your room

 

[voodoo689]

You seem to be very young, don't think about taking your own life now, suicide is a last resort case, it's for those who are old and without any possibility of change

 

[shame]

You seem to be very young, don't think about taking your own life now, suicide is a last resort case, it's for those who are old and without any possibility of change

I'm not really young. 28.
Thank you for support, but my situation is that tough, I can't bear any minute anymore. Mental illness since childhood, nothing helps. Then physical trauma, my appearance is seriously disturted. Forever. I can't leave my house. I need plenty of operations, but my health is so bad that doctors can't give me narcosis. It's just a long story short.