Right now life isnt getting better and suicide still is the best option but I'm scared to do it

[Pcgamer1]

Right now suicide is still the only fix for my problems. I still can't find the right group to hang out with, and the few times where I find the right group they almost never meet up. My friends from before the pandemic have mostly not worked out, most of them are still to scared to do stuff in person. One of them also got upset at me for going to edc orlando last month. Out there I had the time of my life and the people I met where so amazing. I'm not mentally capable of zoom calls and don't do well with online friendships. I've tried meetup groups, online dating and zoom calls, and so far I haven't found anyone I really click with. And then throw in omicron causing even the less cautious from wanting to do in person stuff. We're gonna have more lockdowns and have to wear masks forever. 2022 is gonna be even worse. I know suicide is the only fix at this point but I'm to scared to do it

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Why did they get upset with you?

I need to DM you something quickly. Don't worry about it too much.

 

[Pcgamer1]

Why did they get upset with you?

I need to DM you something quickly. Don't worry about it too much.

They were upset at me because I could end up spreading covid. Which didn't happen but she still thinks what I did was pretty stupid even though I had the time of my life

 

[Suicidebydeath]

They were upset at me because I could end up spreading covid. Which didn't happen but she still thinks what I did was pretty stupid even though I had the time of my life

Vaccination rates tend to be around 3/4 in wealthy countries but there's still a significant rate of contracting and spreading covid. Most people wear masks and socially distance where I come from but there are people that flaunt those, they tend to be the types that would get thrown out of places anyway for anti-social behaviour. So it's understandable they got upset, I'm assuming you're not vaccinated. The rate and effect of transmission in vaccinated is so negligible it might as well not exist, idk about variants, I don't keep up with that news anymore. The conspiracy stuff gets old fast.

I had the Pfizer shot recently and experienced zero symptoms. I'm in high risk category, and it was harmless jab for me, I don't feel any different but getting COVID would kill me. I didn't know about Omicron I was exposed to the risk of that myself the other day.

 

[Pcgamer1]

Vaccination rates tend to be around 3/4 in wealthy countries but there's still a significant rate of contracting and spreading covid. Most people wear masks and socially distance where I come from but there are people that flaunt those, they tend to be the types that would get thrown out of places anyway for anti-social behaviour. So it's understandable they got upset, I'm assuming you're not vaccinated. The rate and effect of transmission in vaccinated is so negligible it might as well not exist.

I had the Pfizer shot recently and experienced zero symptoms. I'm in high risk category, and it was harmless jab for me, I don't feel any different but getting COVID would kill me. I didn't know about Omicron I was exposed to the risk of that myself the other day.

I'm vaccinated myself and also got tested. Out in Florida which is where Orlando is their governor doesn't think masks or lockdowns work, so he made mask mandates illegal and only about 25 percent of people down there still wear masks. It's like covid never happened out in Florida

 

[Suicidebydeath]

No offense to anyone but I have an absolute ton of friends in Florida and they all think that the governor of Florida is an idiot. He sounds like an idiot. Almost everyone wears a mask where I live, except for conspiracy guys. Even people that don't want the jab wear masks. Wear a mask, socially distance, wash hands. Sorry to hear that it's that way in Florida still.

It's pretty obvious that masks and lockdowns work. Just take China as an example. Outbreak started there, immediate lockdown. They have prior experience, so they know what works. No bullshit, masks on. Draconian as fuck but covid basically doesn't exist in China because of that, like less than 0.001% percent of that population. You could even say its ironically humane since for sure nobody was getting or dying of COVID in China. Population density/amount and how modern a country matters and China is very modern. Nobody can say that its some backwater with low pop, for sure. I googled just now and apparently they had an outbreak in Xian, so they got lax and taking it very seriously, punishing officials there.

COVID isn't going anywhere for sure. 3/4 vaccination isn't nearly enough to wipe it out. We are stuck with it.

I don't know why your friend is upset. I haven't stayed up-to-date with COVID since its not relevant to me, I self-isolate, so if its because of a new variant I guess its understandable. Otherwise it might be another reason they're upset.

 

[Julgran]

Without getting into an argument about mask or vaccine mandates, I would just like to extend a word of comfort to you - either you can end your life, or you can ride out the pandemic and see it as a long pause in life, which everyone will need to take. As you say, the situation may very well get worse, but the fact remains that you have no obligation to achieve anything during these tough times.

 

[AnotherLife]

They were upset at me because I could end up spreading covid. Which didn't happen but she still thinks what I did was pretty stupid even though I had the time of my life

Tell them to read this: https://archive.org/details/virus-mania

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is a hopeless feeling when things do not get better. Whatever happens, I wish you the best

 

[Ta555]

Hey, I don't want to come off as if I'm just telling you empty platitudes but if this is the main or only problem in your life it's not worth CTB. I haven't left the house in months but I have a very active social life online with people I've never even met in person. Just through liking the same shows and hobbies and such.
My reason for ctb is ongoing health issues. If you don't have any permanent health issues I think you should try to keep going. There are workaround to problems like you're facing. They may not be the most satisfying solutions but they're better than nothing until this thing settles down. I hope you are able to work things out one way or another. Much love.

 

[Pcgamer1]

Hey, I don't want to come off as if I'm just telling you empty platitudes but if this is the main or only problem in your life it's not worth CTB. I haven't left the house in months but I have a very active social life online with people I've never even met in person. Just through liking the same shows and hobbies and such.
My reason for ctb is ongoing health issues. If you don't have any permanent health issues I think you should try to keep going. There are workaround to problems like you're facing. They may not be the most satisfying solutions but they're better than nothing until this thing settles down. I hope you are able to work things out one way or another. Much love.

I've tried online activities and they don't work for me

 

[Rabhen]

Right now suicide is still the only fix for my problems. I still can't find the right group to hang out with, and the few times where I find the right group they almost never meet up. My friends from before the pandemic have mostly not worked out, most of them are still to scared to do stuff in person. One of them also got upset at me for going to edc orlando last month. Out there I had the time of my life and the people I met where so amazing. I'm not mentally capable of zoom calls and don't do well with online friendships. I've tried meetup groups, online dating and zoom calls, and so far I haven't found anyone I really click with. And then throw in omicron causing even the less cautious from wanting to do in person stuff. We're gonna have more lockdowns and have to wear masks forever. 2022 is gonna be even worse. I know suicide is the only fix at this point but I'm to scared to do it

I honestly feel your pain, but have trouble understanding it. I hate to leave my home, agoraphobia, covid was a godsend for me. The only thing my husband and I have missed is concerts which greatfully have returned. Got to see Avatar last week up close and personal which was fucking awesome, but other than concerts, I even hate going to the store when I have to. I would like to stay at home for myself while I would like for you find your tribe and get to go out with great people you have fun with. July of this year, covid will all but be over as vaccination and natural immunity will quell the beast the media and governments have used to scare the masses. No, I am not saying covid is fake, it is not, the novel coronovirus has been around for centuries, it is the common cold, it went through some changes and became stronger temporarily due to evolutionary changes and possible human interferance but evolution also dictates this too shall pass. Then the next thing will come. It was once leprosy, polio, smallpox, cancer, aids, now covid.
I do honestly hope you find your tribe, there are many who have been adversely effected by the lock downs and social distancing, feel my huggies to you, I can't be part of your tribe because I hate leaving home, but I still appreciate who you are and would like to hear your found your tribe.

 

[whatevs]

Vaccination rates tend to be around 3/4 in wealthy countries but there's still a significant rate of contracting and spreading covid. Most people wear masks and socially distance where I come from but there are people that flaunt those, they tend to be the types that would get thrown out of places anyway for anti-social behaviour. So it's understandable they got upset, I'm assuming you're not vaccinated. The rate and effect of transmission in vaccinated is so negligible it might as well not exist, idk about variants, I don't keep up with that news anymore. The conspiracy stuff gets old fast.

I had the Pfizer shot recently and experienced zero symptoms. I'm in high risk category, and it was harmless jab for me, I don't feel any different but getting COVID would kill me. I didn't know about Omicron I was exposed to the risk of that myself the other day.

Oh you people... You are gonna keep hearing about conspiracies for a long time, hahaha. Si el río suena es porque agua lleva.