cemeteryismyhome
Arcanist
- Mar 15, 2025
- 454
My wife never says or does anything to act like she cares. Oh it's rotten, evil, abusive, and selfish of me to even think that. "Poor whiney baby". I'm not asking to be worshipped or pampered or to have my needs put first. Just to be in a mutually considerate relationship. I lost all hope of that long ago. I have one adult child still living at home who is turning out the same way, meaning, heaping unnecessary crap on me as if I'm just "at your service", and if I dare speak of it, my wife jumps down my throat in a fury. I'm the only one who cleans house and I'm exhausted. Pets make me anxious and I'm the primary pet caretaker. Dogs in particular make me anxious. My child begged and begged for years, The deal was that I would not have to take care of the dog at all, and they would move out on their own. Long story short, I now have a house full of dog hair and mess, and constantly have this clingy dog driving me nuts, Plus a cat which I specifically asked not to have, which makes my itchy and allergic. I hate being home, I have nowhere to go. I'm well past 50 years old and I don't really have a home or a car (I make sure everyone else has one). I'm a slave. At this moment, I don't care if they hurt when I'm gone, and I don't think they would. And back in my day the word for me is "wimp". This really sucks. Nothing happened today to make me vent like this. Some moments it just boils up to the surface.
