revenge through death or life?

[nembutal]

i have this sick urge to destroy everyone's perception of me, pump out a disgusting note and blame others and cause havoc after my passing. bring pain to those who have brought me pain.

at the same time i know i can accomplish the same just by being alive. smiling, laughing. a big fuck you to everyone who thought i wouldn't make it.

im leaning towards the former just because i crave some form of fucking attention. the best i can do right now is probably check myself into a psych ward and ghost everyone for a few weeks. make 'em think im gone.

 

[Felodese]

If it works, it works: live to spite your enemies.