Not out of the mud of life yet 
But proud (I guess?) that I'm returning the SN for now.
(didn't wanna just throw in garbage; plus it's still in its shrink-wrap packaging & was kept in a cool dark place)
Mainly because I don't have anything else required in the SN protocol and unwilling to put myself through the system for them (and felt stupid lol coz clearly I didn't think things through when purchasing).
Plus I found out an ornamental plant that can be used instead lol (requires effort too, but at least seems like it's more likely than SN - or maybe not? Provided, like SN, I'm able to make sure I won't be found for a significant amount of time and am able to surpress SI)
Glad the company is open to taking it back tho. and glad I won't be reported (I think/hope so anyway - I doubt the use of SN to CTB is known in my region)
Not getting a refund tho coz it's way past the refund window - feeling a small pinch of regret but it's okay, price paid for doing things without thinking it through.
Trying to get on a different drug instead: candy-flipping deluluAsTheSolulu with sedentary woo-woo
and the occasional retail therapy when I do manage to secure the occasional freelance gig.
Wish me luck! Imma need loads coz I'm so not interested in putting effort into life anymore (haven't for a while now anyway heh)
But proud (I guess?) that I'm returning the SN for now.
(didn't wanna just throw in garbage; plus it's still in its shrink-wrap packaging & was kept in a cool dark place)
Mainly because I don't have anything else required in the SN protocol and unwilling to put myself through the system for them (and felt stupid lol coz clearly I didn't think things through when purchasing).
Plus I found out an ornamental plant that can be used instead lol (requires effort too, but at least seems like it's more likely than SN - or maybe not? Provided, like SN, I'm able to make sure I won't be found for a significant amount of time and am able to surpress SI)
Glad the company is open to taking it back tho. and glad I won't be reported (I think/hope so anyway - I doubt the use of SN to CTB is known in my region)
Not getting a refund tho coz it's way past the refund window - feeling a small pinch of regret but it's okay, price paid for doing things without thinking it through.
Trying to get on a different drug instead: candy-flipping deluluAsTheSolulu with sedentary woo-woo
and the occasional retail therapy when I do manage to secure the occasional freelance gig.Wish me luck! Imma need loads coz I'm so not interested in putting effort into life anymore (haven't for a while now anyway heh)
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