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stinkybugboi413
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- Jul 20, 2022
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I've made the decision to give things a go again, but I really think I want one of my goals to just being ok with being alone and not really having relationships. Of all kinds really, not just romantic. I want them and that want is a big cause of why I'm even on here, but I've come to the conclusion that I can't handle them and that if I can be ok with being alone that'll be better for me long term than constantly fucking up relationships and unintentionally hurting people because I'm an unwitting asshole. I don't think I'm ever going to get it right because I can never really tell what I'm doing wrong to begin with, though I can guess, but I'm also usually wrong about most things, so I also kinda feel like I'm just being stupid and taking the easy way out of running away. Thoughts? Anyone else go or going through similar? (Sorry if this has been asked a bunch already: can't search yet).