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balladeer

balladeer

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For reference I will be using 10% spray I decided to reduce the amount to 2 bottles or possibly just one instead of 3 as it won't be entirely necessary in my case and might worsen the seizures.
I'm thinking of ondansetron + bendaryl to help keep it down and hopefully reduce the symptoms.

overall it seems like a pretty peaceful method considering you will enter coma, any thoughts?
 
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For reference I will be using 10% spray I decided to reduce the amount to 2 bottles or possibly just one instead of 3 as it won't be entirely necessary in my case and might worsen the seizures.
I'm thinking of ondansetron + bendaryl to help keep it down and hopefully reduce the symptoms.

overall it seems like a pretty peaceful method considering you will enter coma, any thoughts?
I have no idea about this method. I wish you luck and peace in whatever you choose ❤️🫂
 
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komakun

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I'm really curious if this method would work and if it feels more peaceful... thanks for sharing
 
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i attempted with benzocaine and drank 3-4 bottles? i forgot the exact amount, but i think i did buy 4 because i bought the bottles before my attempt. it was 20% benzocaine from cvs, 0.5 fl oz bottles mixed with menthol. i tried to drink water in between the bottles because the menthol burned my throat. i didn't go to the hospital since i didn't have any side effects. i didn't have antimemetics or benzos, but i think that lidocaine is a similar enough to each other to compare a benzocaine attempt to a lidocaine attempt. i had the thread taken down because i was motivated to keep drinking the benzocaine, but i threw all of it up even though i kept trying to drink the other bottles. it's still your choice to go through with your method, but i consider it a nonmethod for most people.

the idea came from that one chubby emu method about a guy drinking a bottle of throat numbing spray, but i don't think people can die being from something you can buy from the store. please only attempt if you want to and not to see if a method works, because that's what i did. people only really wanted to check if i died. even if i did my attempt with more bottles or had antiemetics, i don't think it would work. i think lidocaine/benzocaine deaths are very rare in general.
 
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i attempted with benzocaine and drank 3-4 bottles? i forgot the exact amount, but i think i did buy 4 because i bought the bottles before my attempt. it was 20% benzocaine from cvs, 0.5 fl oz bottles mixed with menthol. i tried to drink water in between the bottles because the menthol burned my throat. i didn't go to the hospital since i didn't have any side effects. i didn't have antimemetics or benzos, but i think that lidocaine is a similar enough to each other to compare a benzocaine attempt to a lidocaine attempt. i had the thread taken down because i was motivated to keep drinking the benzocaine, but i threw all of it up even though i kept trying to drink the other bottles. it's still your choice to go through with your method, but i consider it a nonmethod for most people.

the idea came from that one chubby emu method about a guy drinking a bottle of throat numbing spray, but i don't think people can die being from something you can buy from the store. please only attempt if you want to and not to see if a method works, because that's what i did. people only really wanted to check if i died. even if i did my attempt with more bottles or had antiemetics, i don't think it would work. i think lidocaine/benzocaine deaths are very rare in general.
Ahh I see that's a good observation... thank you so much for sharing that's very helpful, unfortunately I can only pray that it'll work for me since I can't have access to any other methods :'‌) I was a little anxious about failing and if it does it simply means that it wasn't my time yet idk how to feel about that haha, might start digging further into sn afterwards though
 
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I dont think its peaceful but it seems like it can be effective, maybe it works fairly fast

Acute Lidocaine Toxicity; a Case Series

A lot of studies on google scholar (search 'fatal lidocaine' are paywalled so you can read them on SciHub
 
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