Rent an RV, drive to a BLM land and charcoal grill

[gracefulexit]

I figured out my graceful exit. I'm going to rent an Rv and drive to a secluded BLM land with a charcoal grill. I'm going to put on some classical music, grill some good food, write my exit letter naming everyone I blame, then reset my phone, laptop. Drink some whisky, smoke some bud, take all sort of ssri, 4 xanax, then take the grill inside the Rv and hope to never wake up.

 

[Zebedee]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, charcoal / carbon monoxide poisoning is also my preferred method, I plan to do it in a small bathroom if and when I can muster the courage. Do you think there is any chance things will improve for you, to the point you no longer feel you need to ctb?

 

[gracefulexit]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, charcoal / carbon monoxide poisoning is also my preferred method, I plan to do it in a small bathroom if and when I can muster the courage. Do you think there is any chance things will improve for you, to the point you no longer feel you need to ctb?

No, I've been on the pos earth 40 years and have never experience what happiness feels like. This world and the people in it is evil and I want no part of it.

 

[stupidldiot]

black lives matter land? what? sorry you are feeling the way you are, hope things either get better or you are able to get your wishes.

 

[Iwishiwasafrog]

black lives matter land? what? sorry you are feeling the way you are, hope things either get better or you are able to get your wishes.

Bureau of Land Management

 

[FuneralCry]

This really is a horrible world and some people are just so cruel. I also want nothing to do with life, I see life as just being meaningless suffering. I'm sorry that things are so awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[unraveling]

This could easily be a dumb comment for you Gracefulexit but just in case anyone ELSE might want to do this.... Make sure you check out the miles per gallon requirement of the model you'll be renting, and then check the price of fuel. An acquaintance was going to road trip in one, and then changed his mind when he realized how much it would cost to go even a few miles down the road. And with that big of a space... gonna need a lot of charcoal.

Sounds nice tho I like it. All that nature, nice and peaceful.

 

[gracefulexit]

black lives matter land? what? sorry you are feeling the way you are, hope things either get better or you are able to get your wishes.

Bureau land management not black lives matter

This could easily be a dumb comment for you Gracefulexit but just in case anyone ELSE might want to do this.... Make sure you check out the miles per gallon requirement of the model you'll be renting, and then check the price of fuel. An acquaintance was going to road trip in one, and then changed his mind when he realized how much it would cost to go even a few miles down the road. And with that big of a space... gonna need a lot of charcoal.

Sounds nice tho I like it. All that nature, nice and peaceful.

For someone that plans to ctb, money shouldn't be an issue since you'd be gone. I'm already in Colorado close to new Mexico. Check out the cruise of America rv site... They always have specials and they are always looking for people to transport their new RV across the country for 29-89$ a day. They even have one-way specials, but why would a suicide person care about emptying their bank account?! The reason I prefer to rent is because I know the rv company has an GPS tracker and when I don't return it( due to ctb) they can come get it and discover my body so I won't rott much. Plus, they all get to keep my deposit which is about 500-1000$ depend on the size.... Another thing, I'm going for the smaller size rv, so I wouldn't think I would need a load of charcoal. Some people accidentally died in a living room with a grill burning for heat and died. Plus, I order some Asian charcoal and I think I have more than enough. Some will be used for grilling my food before I depart. Thanks tho

black lives matter land? what? sorry you are feeling the way you are, hope things either get better or you are able to get your wishes.

Just curious if you had an issue with black lives matter?

 

[RegretedFeeling]

Asian charcoal