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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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just remembered some painful stuff from my past. it's pointless to try to interact with someone cause I realized that I'm just going to get rejected for someone else. Or I'll just get hurt and left after a while. I'm not worthy of anything.
 
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LeapOfFaith

LeapOfFaith

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Jul 16, 2020
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That is an experience no one should have to go through. To be disposable.. replaceable. Some people just deprive others of their own self worth. I to have been used. But I am certain that you are not worthless. You are worth tons just maybe not to those bastards that made you feel this way.
 
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Otto

Otto

Student
Sep 10, 2018
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Your title got to me ,I've shut out most of my past,not intentionally it's more my mind protecting me from the trauma.
I have a car accident a few weeks ago I my bloody mind has blanked it out so now the police think I have a medical condition and have told the DVLA .
Fun times !
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
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That is an experience no one should have to go through. To be disposable.. replaceable. Some people just deprive others of their own self worth. I to have been used. But I am certain that you are not worthless. You are worth tons just maybe not to those bastards that made you feel this way.
what hurts more is that whwen I found that person that wasn't going to do any of those, they had to leave this world... sigh, it is what it is...
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish there was an option to forget the past, as our thoughts can torture us. Memories can certainly be painful. I do not want to remember anything, I just want to forget everything and move on from this life. I'm sorry you have to deal with people like that, unfortunately most people are very selfish and can be cruel. I wish you the best.
 

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