So I'm not actively suicidal, I'm trying to live amongst those who want to live, but good God is it hard. I have a partner who I have been in an amazing relationship with for four years but my Visa got rejected, so after four years there's another month I can't live with him. Then I tried to better myself with education and the forms I printed out to receive funding are not fit for purpose, so I'm going to have to find someone to contact for help with the forms, I just want SOMETHING to be easy 
