greatgooglymoogly
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- Dec 1, 2023
- 79
Originally, I planned to CTB with SN, but I was unable to find a reputable source. So I switched to charcoal, but after almost attempting I decided it wasn't the way for me. I've made partial suspension hanging my absolute last resort.
Like most people, I really just want to ingest something and go to sleep. I do not have access to prescriptions or the dark web. Obviously N seems long gone, for all intents and purposes, and SN is getting more difficult/risky to buy in the US. I hear "good" things about F but it's obviously super not legal and I have no drug connections at all. I know prescription ODs can be unpredictable but I'm more willing to take my chances with overdose death than something like charcoal or hanging which is scary and like 100% guaranteed to f me up for life if I fail. Plus anything that will numb my brain/put me to sleep would be useful for most other methods.
I'm sorry if there are a million posts like this but if you can at least point me in the direction of other threads, sites, or people who have safe sources, please do. I understand that people don't just throw stuff like that around, and my this account is new, but I have been active on this forum on a previous account and lurked for longer. Pms are open.
Like most people, I really just want to ingest something and go to sleep. I do not have access to prescriptions or the dark web. Obviously N seems long gone, for all intents and purposes, and SN is getting more difficult/risky to buy in the US. I hear "good" things about F but it's obviously super not legal and I have no drug connections at all. I know prescription ODs can be unpredictable but I'm more willing to take my chances with overdose death than something like charcoal or hanging which is scary and like 100% guaranteed to f me up for life if I fail. Plus anything that will numb my brain/put me to sleep would be useful for most other methods.
I'm sorry if there are a million posts like this but if you can at least point me in the direction of other threads, sites, or people who have safe sources, please do. I understand that people don't just throw stuff like that around, and my this account is new, but I have been active on this forum on a previous account and lurked for longer. Pms are open.
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