Venting rejection

[helterskelter]

the only person i love knows im suicidal, but she doesnt care. she pretends to, and tells me not to hurt myself as a formality, but beyond that she changes the subject and would rather pretend i never said anything. ive made it abundantly clear multiple times that im so desperate for any sort of help or attention, but shes not interested. if someone i loved was hurt like i am i would drop everything to try to comfort them. im sure i could have recovered at some point in my life if someone wanted to help me, but no one cares. i am completely and utterly alone.

 

[dontlook]

I'm so sorry to hear this is happening to you

I know it may be hard, but I really think staying with this person is bad news. You deserve someone who would give their all for you just as you would them

 

[helterskelter]

I'm so sorry to hear this is happening to you

I know it may be hard, but I really think staying with this person is bad news. You deserve someone who would give their all for you just as you would them

i appreciate your kindness, i dont think it comes from a place of cruelty, shes just the kind of person that would rather ignore anything challenging or upsetting. i guess suicidal people are like that too. she doesnt want to be with me anymore anyways and im pretty devastated because i grew really attached.

 

[dontlook]

i appreciate your kindness, i dont think it comes from a place of cruelty, shes just the kind of person that would rather ignore anything challenging or upsetting. i guess suicidal people are like that too. she doesnt want to be with me anymore anyways and im pretty devastated because i grew really attached.

I hope you can move past this smoothly

Romantic struggles can be so hard, I tried staying distracted as much as possible when I went through a bad longterm breakup

 

[identity0]

It is possible that she does care and would be willing to try to help, but she changes the subject because she simply doesn't know what to say in the moment. Many people don't know how to deal with it and have awkward reactions, especially when they havent had time to think about the situation. If she has never been depressed it could always be like you're speaking a different language when you talk about it

 

[helterskelter]

It is possible that she does care and would be willing to try to help, but she changes the subject because she simply doesn't know what to say in the moment. Many people don't know how to deal with it and have awkward reactions, especially when they havent had time to think about the situation. If she has never been depressed it could always be like you're speaking a different language when you talk about it

i would agree but i have been very clear and we have even talked about this so many times. i dont want to be dramatic but no one is going to be there for me, the only person i have is myself.

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

The relationship between the suicidal and the ones trying to help is a difficult, because eventually resentment always comes in against the suicidal and depressed, that's just human nature. That's the sad reality, eventually we each have to face our problems and chose what to do with them. I know that I no longer have energy to fix my problems so I'm opting for ctb. I hope you can find a way to solve your problems, life truly can be beautiful and worth experiencing in some ways.