rehearsing night night

[diewahreart]

well I rehearsed night night method last night but was too chicken to go through with it. also I was afraid of losing consciousness. It did make me feel very dizzy and woozy, so I think it will work. I mean, I can't be 100% sure what will happen after I lose consciousness, if it will work quickly like it's supposed to; but losing consciousness itself won't be a problem. It also made me super tired all of a sudden, so tired I had to go lie down and sleep. Imagine, I didn't ctb because I was too tired!

I'm also getting a little weird because it's been days since I have left the apartment or spoken to any living creature. I feel like there are probably little creatures nesting in my hair and my limbs are covered with mildew, or something. Also, because I am afraid to go outside, I've run out of food. hmmm... I guess if I get desperate I could order take out?

Oh, unrelated question: does anybody know if this website is monitored by outside organizations (mental health organizations, police, etc.)?

 

[goldenrods]

this site isn't exactly hidden. i'm sure the police & several mental health orgs know. it's why we keep personal info to a minimum.

 

[ShadowChild]

well I rehearsed night night method last night but was too chicken to go through with it. also I was afraid of losing consciousness. It did make me feel very dizzy and woozy, so I think it will work. I mean, I can't be 100% sure what will happen after I lose consciousness, if it will work quickly like it's supposed to; but losing consciousness itself won't be a problem. It also made me super tired all of a sudden, so tired I had to go lie down and sleep. Imagine, I didn't ctb because I was too tired!

I'm also getting a little weird because it's been days since I have left the apartment or spoken to any living creature. I feel like there are probably little creatures nesting in my hair and my limbs are covered with mildew, or something. Also, because I am afraid to go outside, I've run out of food. hmmm... I guess if I get desperate I could order take out?

Oh, unrelated question: does anybody know if this website is monitored by outside organizations (mental health organizations, police, etc.)?

I tried last night, didn't use a ratchet strap though, used a scarf (one of those elasticated ones it was pretty tight. Couldn't pass out though, I dunno if the placement was wrong I tried for a while to get it but nothing.