Venting regret on not ending life sooner

[numbeyesopen26]

I wish I ended my life years ago.

There was one time I was this close, I really really thought it was the end, I think back on that moment a lot, wishing I didn't save myself.

There's been so much suffering since, I try so freaking hard to do life but damn I'm tired of this bullshit.

I'm going to have a beautiful sleep in beautiful darkness.

 

[Pale_Rider]

I definitely feel that. I did end it. I even explained my reasons. I was "saved" nonetheless. Yes SI is a major hurdle today. I can say the pain, and issues I face isn't going to go away. I am broken , and the world is a shithole. Those are facts.

So, yes I agree.

 

[darksouls]

same here
I am trapped in this nightmare
not able to end it

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I always feel so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[unluckysadness]

same feeling for me

 

[v2grv112]

Its ovah