Tegan_sky
losing hope
- Aug 16, 2019
- 102
Recently reading that the average life expectancy for one with bipolar disorder is 67 years old. I am bipolar as well as a couple of other mental illnesses. I will be 65 in October. Also found an article that said that in general, mental illness can reduce a person's life span by as much as 17 years.
This life just gets harder and harder as I get older. I could be upset at the articles statements. But the way I feel since seeing these stats, is...maybe I only have to endure 2 to 5 years more, then die of natural causes. I have had ideas of methods I would use to kill myself. But have not been brave enough.
I just want some peace.
This life just gets harder and harder as I get older. I could be upset at the articles statements. But the way I feel since seeing these stats, is...maybe I only have to endure 2 to 5 years more, then die of natural causes. I have had ideas of methods I would use to kill myself. But have not been brave enough.
I just want some peace.