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Zombiegal
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- Feb 21, 2020
- 61
I have been chronically ill for over 25 years. I have no quality of life, go for days without talking to anyone and am just getting worse. I'm 69 so it's not like I haven't lived a life, it's just that now I'm just existing. What I have is not living.
Yet I am struggling with my intellectual self who says "what kind of life is this" vs. my emotional side which I think is just a fear of missing something. But what? There is no cure, I'm not going to get better, I'm not going to get younger, all I do is watch tv and eat so what am I going to miss?
I can't figure out this FOMO thing, if that is what it is, and how to get past it. I'm in no rush but I need to make sure I am physically able to do it.
If anyone has any thoughts I'd like to hear. Thanks
Yet I am struggling with my intellectual self who says "what kind of life is this" vs. my emotional side which I think is just a fear of missing something. But what? There is no cure, I'm not going to get better, I'm not going to get younger, all I do is watch tv and eat so what am I going to miss?
I can't figure out this FOMO thing, if that is what it is, and how to get past it. I'm in no rush but I need to make sure I am physically able to do it.
If anyone has any thoughts I'd like to hear. Thanks