Receiving triggering PM's

[Brick In The Wall]

That's bullshit dude, way out of line. You should see some of the PMs I've received before

 

[ClownMe]

That's disgraceful! There's being a dickhead (which is bad enough), and then there's being a dirt squirrel (which is what this is).

I hope you're okay, @hotelbeneathground, you're are one of my favourite users on here.

 

[arie]

What a horrible fucking person, sorry you had to deal with that. This site allows people to be vulnerable and it's just awful when people take advantage of that. Hope they get banned if they aren't already

 

[back_to_oblivion]

Trolling on a suicide forum, that's low...

 

[NotStrongEnough]

Bruh - the homophobia is bullshit. Fuck anyone who's a homophobe. This dude needs to be banned, this shouldn't be acceptable.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Aaand this is why I'm a misanthrope...

 

[Crazy4u]

what a jerX. I'm shocked and saddened to read this. I hope he doesn't come back here

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Omg, that's terrible! Sounds like a crazy narcissist. I'm really sorry that you have to deal with this. :(

 

[Versailles]

Why do I feel that this is going to be repeated more in the future and more trolls will come to the site?

 

[Starryeyes]

This website is getting very dark. I'm not sure how you are coping with that , but hope your ok all the same.
I really do hope that user is banned.

 

[chocolatebar]

@hotelbeneathground, I hope you're ok. You didn't reply in this thread yet, so I'm worried about you... I know it's so easy to tell you to report the user and move forward, but only the affected person know how it hurts... I just want to hug you and hold until you feel secure enough

Lol this is kinda funny in a way! He's trolling you but thinks it's entertaining that you are gay ?!

I'm sorry, but funny? The user just touched a deep wound on him and that's horrible by all means

Is it just me or this place is becoming more and more hardcore?

"I don't like what you say, so I'll make fun of you being abused / you should shoot yourself / etc. etc."

People get angry easily these days. You can't have a proper conversation without ad hominem stuff like that.

Jesus. What a sick bastard…… For me this place always seemed safe…. I trust this place and people here. I guess something like this shows we all should be more careful here….
I'm sorry you had to encounter such asshole. Reading what that sicko had written, I still can't believe it had happened here….

It's natural to feel that way, but, unfortunately, this place has always been dangerous. Try searching for old threads of users harming others, bullying, bad people, etc. I couldn't stand those things and decided to get away from this lpace before, but I found nowhere else to feel like I belong... so I ended coming back

 

[Brokensaddle]

(I was sexually abused by my father as a little boy)


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As male victim of child sexual abuse myself I just wanna say how disgusted I'm at the messages your received. This is not funny and this attack is way to personal. This person is sick and twisted and shouldn't be on here to send such vile hate. You have to keep focused on getting through each day. Don't think about long term too much. @hotelbeneathground I'm sorry for the shitty experience you faced and you deserve better, no one should make you or anyone else feel any less for hell life have put through.

 

[motel rooms]

Thank you, everyone. I'm not a corny man, but there's no other way to phrase this: I feel your love & it's stronger than this guy's pathetic hate. There's really nothing left for me to add, you've said it all already. I'm 40 & I've been around the block a thousand times, but this was a pretty surreal experience even for me. Do you know why a man who calls himself a Christian used his knowledge of the fact that I was a victim of childhood sexual abuse & incest to verbally assault me so callously? Just because I told him that Israelis would never be dumb enough to persecute American Christians & that Jerusalem is full of Christian tourists visiting churches where Christ's Word is freely preached. I didn't even call him a naive conspiracy theorist & an anti-Semite even though it was clear he was both of those things. I assume he thinks I'm an evil Jewish homo who wants to rape & crucify Christian guys.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/where-can-a-american-christian-go-to-be-persecuted-and-martyred-for-their-faith-in-the-world-without-direct-instigation.75257/

I feel sorry for him, his life is probably full of pain. I'm sorry that this ugly world has made him paranoid, stripped him of basic decency & turned him into a rabid dog who attacks victims of pedophilia. That said, he's lucky he didn't viciously insult me irl, because this "little faggot" would have lost it & punched him right in the mouth, ripped his tongue out & fed it to him in pieces. I may suffer from Complex PTSD, but I'm no longer a helpless child. I don't start physical fights, but I'm more than capable of defending myself & inflicting very real pain on those who deserve it. I haven't exactly led a sheltered life.

I cried. How could anyone here speak to another member like this? This is absolutely vile.

This made me more upset than what that disturbed person said. Don't be sad & don't worry about me, @-Persephone- I'm not devastated. I'm a survivor despite myself. If I wasn't traumatized, I'd probably be one of those obnoxious unstoppable people. I can do a pretty good impression of an alpha male, most SS members would be disgusted by me if they could see me in everyday situations.

 

[Life sucks]

I'm sorry this happened to you.
Humans are really cruel and use whatever method to attack or insult. I hope you feel better now.

 

[Toonloon]

What a huge piece of shit. I'm so sorry.

(I was sexually abused by my father as a little boy)


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[NaughtyGirl]

Lol this is kinda funny in a way! He's trolling you but thinks it's entertaining that you are gay ?!

Are you like 12 and really edgy that you think it's funny?

 

[Anonymous1997ES]

Jesus Christ... Sorry to hear that happened to you, that person had no right of insulting you, that's beyond messed up... Just because they are in pain doesn't allow them to hurt other people at all... Ignore them, you deserve to be happy and supported by others, never forget that.

 

[motel rooms]

This song has been playing in my head for hours, there must be a reason why.

Story of Isaac

( One day the Lord told Abraham to take his son Isaac to Mount Moriah and offer him as a blood sacrifice. )

I thought I saw an eagle
But it might have been a vulture
I never could decide
Then my father built an altar
He looked once behind his shoulder
He knew I would not hide

You who build the altars now
To sacrifice these children
You must not do it anymore
A scheme is not a vision
And you never have been tempted
By a demon or a god

You who stand above them now
Your hatchets blunt and bloody
You were not there before
When I lay upon a mountain
And my father's hand was trembling
With the beauty of his Lord's Word

And if you call me brother now
Forgive me if I inquire
Just according to whose plan?
When it all comes down to dust
I will kill you if I must
I will help you if I can

When it all comes down to dust
I will help you if I must
I will kill you if I can

And mercy on our uniform
Man of peace or man of war
The death peacock spreads his fan

 

[motel rooms]

 

[forgotten15]

Lol this is kinda funny in a way! He's trolling you but thinks it's entertaining that you are gay ?!

Why the f*** are you even on this forum?! You should be banned and kicked outta here like the monster who wrote those words.
I am absolutely sickened someone would find this funny

 

[Naufrago]

Of being more inner of my being, I'm sorry for this evil. I hope this attack doesn't throw you back. Move on. You inspired many here, keep going...

 

[noaccount]

Is it just me or this place is becoming more and more hardcore?

"I don't like what you say, so I'll make fun of you being abused / you should shoot yourself / etc. etc."

People get angry easily these days. You can't have a proper conversation without ad hominem stuff like that.

Wouldn't it be better if you just talked about... PMs *in general*?
Something like this is just so... divisive.

 

[meetapple]

People like this have deranged minds who scapegoat other people for their troubles. Don't let his hatred bring you down in any way.

 

[noaccount]

Thank you, everyone. I'm not a corny man, but there's no other way to phrase this: I feel your love & it's stronger than this guy's pathetic hate. There's really nothing left for me to add, you've said it all already. I'm 40 & I've been around the block a thousand times, but this was a pretty surreal experience even for me. Do you know why a man who calls himself a Christian used his knowledge of the fact that I was a victim of childhood sexual abuse & incest to verbally assault me so callously? Just because I told him that Israelis would never be dumb enough to persecute American Christians & that Jerusalem is full of Christian tourists visiting churches where Christ's Word is freely preached. I didn't even call him a naive conspiracy theorist & an anti-Semite even though it was clear he was both of those things. I assume he thinks I'm an evil Jewish homo who wants to rape & crucify Christian guys.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/where-can-a-american-christian-go-to-be-persecuted-and-martyred-for-their-faith-in-the-world-without-direct-instigation.75257/

I feel sorry for him, his life is probably full of pain. I'm sorry that this ugly world has made him paranoid, stripped him of basic decency & turned him into a rabid dog who attacks victims of pedophilia. That said, he's lucky he didn't viciously insult me irl, because this "little faggot" would have lost it & punched him right in the mouth, ripped his tongue out & fed it to him in pieces. I may suffer from Complex PTSD, but I'm no longer a helpless child. I don't start physical fights, but I'm more than capable of defending myself & inflicting very real pain on those who deserve it. I haven't exactly led a sheltered life.



This made me more upset than what that disturbed person said. Don't be sad & don't worry about me, @-Persephone- I'm not devastated. I'm a survivor despite myself. If I wasn't traumatized, I'd probably be one of those obnoxious unstoppable people. I can do a pretty good impression of an alpha male, most SS members would be disgusted by me if they could see me in everyday situations.

Hey I hear you on all of this and admire you sincerely.

 

[motel rooms]

Lol this is kinda funny in a way!

It was me and a gun
And a man on my back
And I sang, "Holy holy"
As he buttoned down his pants
You can laugh, it's kind of funny
The things you think at times like these
Like I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this

And I know what this means
Me and Jesus a few years back
Used to hang and he said
"It's your choice, babe, just remember
I don't think you'll be back
In three days' time, so you choose well"
Tell me what's right, is it my right
To be on my stomach of Fred's Seville?

It was me and a gun
And a man on my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
And do you know Carolina
Where the biscuits are soft and sweet?
These things go through you head
When there's a man on your back
And you're pushed flat on your stomach
It's not a classic Cadillac

Me and a gun
And a man on my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this

 

[Lady black]

Sorry you had to experience such horrible bullying. Hope this person will never come back again.

Are you like 12 and really edgy that you think it's funny?

I think the post is a bit ironic. I would interpret it as following: She is not laughing with the bad person. She is pointing with the finger at the bullying person and laughing over the person shouting: Look at this stupid one, thinks he/she is so great, but is only a big piece of shit. Just to let the bullying person experience being bullied

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

This guy is abominable. Just goes to show, you never can tell who you're dealing with on here. He made quite a few ostensibly decent and sensible posts, but then randomly came out swinging like a f'ing lunatic. I don't mind cursing people out if they have it coming, but I can't imagine tearing into someone like this just because they quoted my posts or whatever. Granted, some people quote my stuff and I'm like "the f are you even saying" but I mean, just let it go, who really cares.

 

[lyles]

I'm so sorry, you don't deserve any of that. You seem like a wonderful person and I hope you know that you have a community here that supports you.

 

[motel rooms]

I don't mind cursing people out if they have it coming, but I can't imagine tearing into someone like this just because they quoted my posts or whatever.

He's disgusted with me because I'm gay. Many Christian fundamentalists are indoctrinated into equating homosexuality with pedophilia, so he probably thinks I'm a monster who deserved to be molested as a child. It doesn't help that I said Israelis would never be so stupid as to persecute American Christians; that made him conclude I'm an evil Jew.

 

[Zzzzz]

Losteverythingtwice should be banned imo. Completely unacceptable to say such things on MULTIPLE occasions .100% crossed the line with no remorse. Has no business being a member at this time imo.