mochiie
ℨℨℨ.
- Aug 25, 2023
- 13
Tired.
Just so damn tired.
Being this tired mentally and physically is so draining and it's really starting to get lonely too. I don't have the motivation that everyone expects of me. I literally wake up and it's like living the same day over and over. Nothing changes. Nothing is exciting anymore. I'm unemployed so I rot in my room with my own thoughts. It's hard for me to get a job regardless because I dropped out of high school my senior year. I wake up and I feel like shit having to remember that. I have to wake up every single morning knowing I'm a disappointment. I ruined my own life. I'm so tired; I just wanna sleep and not have to think about anything. If I could just slip into a coma someday, it would be a dream come true.
Random rant (and first post) but I've been low for a minute and it's slowly eating away at my brain. (˃̵͈᷄⌓˂̵͈᷅)
Just so damn tired.
Being this tired mentally and physically is so draining and it's really starting to get lonely too. I don't have the motivation that everyone expects of me. I literally wake up and it's like living the same day over and over. Nothing changes. Nothing is exciting anymore. I'm unemployed so I rot in my room with my own thoughts. It's hard for me to get a job regardless because I dropped out of high school my senior year. I wake up and I feel like shit having to remember that. I have to wake up every single morning knowing I'm a disappointment. I ruined my own life. I'm so tired; I just wanna sleep and not have to think about anything. If I could just slip into a coma someday, it would be a dream come true.
Random rant (and first post) but I've been low for a minute and it's slowly eating away at my brain. (˃̵͈᷄⌓˂̵͈᷅)