Venting Really ending soon, no sleep , meds not working, no naps, no microsleeps, no energy

[nosoul]

Humans need to eat and sleep, even the insomniacs get micro sleeps unless fatal familial insomnia. But I can't do neither. Damn I wish I were in Belgium.

I stuffed my face today, which hasn't digested despite walking dogs all day.

Watching the coolest movies, vids, music, just brings anxiety. I lay down most of the day and spend time here with souls who are experiencing similar issues of hopelessness often in silence.

Would you agree this is the end?

I can certainly feel it, I hate it and I wish to be done with it all.

gave myself a serious host of health issued.

Just venting, really need my methods to work.

No improvements to my systems

Need out badly!

Thx for letting me vent.

 

[GasMonkey]

What's your method?

 

[onceinthefuturewas]

I wish you great sleep To sleep well, the key is to relax before going to bed, so I suggest doing smth calming.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be so awful feeling trapped in this cruel world and it does sound really tiring being in that situation, it's very much understandable wishing to finally be free from all the suffering that life brings, I hope that you find what you are looking for. To me it really is so horrible how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as they exist here.

 

[nosoul]

I've made several of these posts I know, this is just the extent that I'm suffering, my mind is fried and it's driving me crazy.