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demontimegg

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Mar 9, 2022
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So I've been searching for methods and tbh a lot of this shit is out of reach, I really don't want to live anymore why the fuck is it so hard to kill yourself ? As someone who has failed countless times I'm always hesitant now but a lot of the methods I'm seeing here are almost impossible to do like fr how the fuck do u get n or sn etc etc? What would happen if I drank a bunch of pine sol ? Would I die ? Real shit I just want to die , why is assisted suicide illegal ? Life does not get better it actually only gets worst fuck man if it was up to me I would just end shit rn , the only support I want right now is a legit method that doesn't cost a lot of money high success rate and is peaceful I would literally sell my soul right now just to die
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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So I've been searching for methods and tbh a lot of this shit is out of reach, I really don't want to live anymore why the fuck is it so hard to kill yourself ? As someone who has failed countless times I'm always hesitant now but a lot of the methods I'm seeing here are almost impossible to do like fr how the fuck do u get n or sn etc etc? What would happen if I drank a bunch of pine sol ? Would I die ? Real shit I just want to die , why is assisted suicide illegal ? Life does not get better it actually only gets worst fuck man if it was up to me I would just end shit rn , the only support I want right now is a legit method that doesn't cost a lot of money high success rate and is peaceful I would literally sell my soul right now just to die
If you live in the US, you can get a painless 99% sure method for about $200...

But please don't drink detergents, bleach, etc. There are plenty of resources on here. Do so research and choose what works best in your situation. If your urge to ctb is situational, try changing your circumstances and see if that makes you want to live. For example, if someone wants to ctb because they hate living with their parents, it would probably make sense to see if they want to live after moving out.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,994
Suicide is very difficult as the society tries to force us to live, our right to die is not respected. I am trapped in this world as it is so hard to leave, I understand your frustration. All that I want is to pass away peacefully and never have to experience anything again. Life is just meaningless suffering after all and I have no interest in living. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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sleepyghost

she/her
Mar 14, 2022
39
While you are entitled to doing whatever you wish with your body, please don't drink cleaning products-there is a very high likelihood you will do permanent damage that you will have to live with forever. Is there something specific going on in your life that is making you feel so much urgency?
 

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