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byebyered

byebyered

sunshine ☀️
Mar 9, 2022
72
Gonna get drunk and high asf tonight so I can get rid of SI. I'm soooo nervous and so scared but I swear the universe has been PUSHING me to CTB. I'm tired of this life. There's no point in being here. I don't bring any value to anybody. I'll die alone eventually so why not get it over with now. I'm a useless piece of fucking shit. I deserve this. I deserved all the pain & suffering I've gone through. It's time. I'm glad to miss out on the next 50 years of my life. I already know how that shit is gonna go , I don't need to be around to experience it. 🤷🏽‍♀️ some of us get dealt a bad hand in life. It is what it is. 8 billion of us & we all can't be happy.
 
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deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
Sorry for your pain. I wish you peace and serenity in your final moments
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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8 billion of us & we all can't be happy.
You're right. Maybe it's some kind of cosmic balancing act or something and for whatever reason we ended up with the short straws.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
I am sorry for suffering. I wish you the best.
 
Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
You know what's best for yourself. May all go well and true peace be found <3
 
Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Per ardua ad astra 🕊️💫🙏
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,329
It's true that there is simply nothing fair about this life. But at least to me only those who die are the truly lucky ones. Having the ability to suffer and be aware of this world really is such an awful thing.
But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
I'm sorry you're struggling. Life certainly can be unfair and cold. I hope your story ends in whatever way brings you peace.
 

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