Ready to die just needa decide how.

[Catchingdabus27]

Ready to die just not sure what method I'll actually be able to execute. I'm done. I don't want to be alive anymore.

Tryna die in the next few months.

Dunno what method yet.


For people that have, how did you settle on a method?

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult, there is the lack of peaceful way to exit and the fear of failure. Eventually when I get desperate I will have to find a way and the method will most likely be hanging. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I also just want to be gone. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave this world. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Ednospatient]

SN seems to be the best way, there are no long term consequences if you fail or get saved.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Ready to die just not sure what method I'll actually be able to execute. I'm done. I don't want to be alive anymore.

Tryna die in the next few months.

Dunno what method yet.


For people that have, how did you settle on a method?

Doc offered me amitriptyline for pain, so decided to start accumulating them - 2nd choice is drugged-up full hang

 

[Astralyra333]

In my case, I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult, there is the lack of peaceful way to exit and the fear of failure. Eventually when I get desperate I will have to find a way and the method will most likely be hanging. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I also just want to be gone. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave this world. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

ugh your message almost made me cry. trapped is the right way to say it. i feel like im already dead with how ive been living waiting adn researching ways to go but to no avail. i just want to go to sleep and simply not wake up, why must any of us suffer, anyways hoping for your guy's peace <3

 

[myopybyproxy]

What are your situation requirements regarding location and time (can you get to a hotel, a forest, an ocean, a bridge, will there be others around or checking in after however many hours)?

What is your budget (although money doesn't matter once you're dead)? I've ended up surpassing my budget but only because I failed to do adequate research and seek out the most effective per cost options.

Are there particular methods that seem too difficult or complicated, or have too high a risk of failure to be acceptable to you?

Are there particular methods that you do not wish to utilise for any other reason (eg values, beliefs)?

These questions helped me rule out many methods, and left me with what I have now - a hybrid of fentanyl, drowning, and jumping. Amongst other minor details.

 

[Catchingdabus27]

What are your situation requirements regarding location and time (can you get to a hotel, a forest, an ocean, a bridge, will there be others around or checking in after however many hours)?

What is your budget (although money doesn't matter once you're dead)? I've ended up surpassing my budget but only because I failed to do adequate research and seek out the most effective per cost options.

Are there particular methods that seem too difficult or complicated, or have too high a risk of failure to be acceptable to you?

Are there particular methods that you do not wish to utilise for any other reason (eg values, beliefs)?

These questions helped me rule out many methods, and left me with what I have now - a hybrid of fentanyl, drowning, and jumping. Amongst other minor details.

Yeahh I've thought of these and the only methods I feel like I'd be able to execute is some kinda drug cocktail and aside from cost.. the barrier is navigating the darkweb/getting ahold of whatever.

I guess I worry the most about failing a method and permanent damage or my life being worse off after. Jus feel like I'll never overcome all the fear or get myself to execute a method properly :/

Byt thnx really good questions to ask myself

 

[myopybyproxy]

Yeahh I've thought of these and the only methods I feel like I'd be able to execute is some kinda drug cocktail and aside from cost.. the barrier is navigating the darkweb/getting ahold of whatever.

I guess I worry the most about failing a method and permanent damage or my life being worse off after. Jus feel like I'll never overcome all the fear or get myself to execute a method properly :/

Byt thnx really good questions to ask myself

Those are fears almost everyone has. Not as if that's any comfort.

I thought the same way about the dark web. Didn't end up using it. Which drugs were you considering? Would you consider combining that with another method, such as hanging or jumping, to increase the chances of success?

 

[Catchingdabus27]

Those are fears almost everyone has. Not as if that's any comfort.

I thought the same way about the dark web. Didn't end up using it. Which drugs were you considering? Would you consider combining that with another method, such as hanging or jumping, to increase the chances of success?

Thanks, it makes me feel a kinda way bc a lot of mental health "professionals" have literally told me im not serious about suicide bc of my struggle for a method. Like when I think about that now it disgusts me bc thats not a way to "help" someone...

I've thought of combining drugs with methods like hanging or drowning. I think I could only do drowing tho.

I've thought for a long time about no suspension or even combining some sorta suffocation and drowning...

Honestly I think just a combination of my experiences has led me to really kinda in a sense give up on death but recently been thinking I cannot do that. Like I can't rise up and I can't just stay in the middle. This recent suicidality isn't sudden. So yeah def needa be exploring things. Its feels like what the demeaning mental health "professionals" tried to drill into me but thats not my truth.

I'll have to get creative with this.

 

[myopybyproxy]

Thanks, it makes me feel a kinda way bc a lot of mental health "professionals" have literally told me im not serious about suicide bc of my struggle for a method. Like when I think about that now it disgusts me bc thats not a way to "help" someone...

I've thought of combining drugs with methods like hanging or drowning. I think I could only do drowing tho.

I've thought for a long time about no suspension or even combining some sorta suffocation and drowning...

Honestly I think just a combination of my experiences has led me to really kinda in a sense give up on death but recently been thinking I cannot do that. Like I can't rise up and I can't just stay in the middle. This recent suicidality isn't sudden. So yeah def needa be exploring things. Its feels like what the demeaning mental health "professionals" tried to drill into me but thats not my truth.

I'll have to get creative with this.

That is unprofessional. Unfortunately not surprising how incapable those ignoramuses are of helping people.

Why could you only do drowning?

I relate to that feeling of being stuck yet driven to Do Something. I can't just remain in place until I die of natural causes. Yet I also lack the energy or motivation or the impetus to change or move in any direction at all. I don't even go in circles. I just stand still. I hate it.

In some ways, given the anti-death society we live in, planning a suicide is one of the most creative things you can do. Requires out-of-the-box thinking, for sure.

 

[befree]

SN seems to be the best way, there are no long term consequences if you fail or get saved.

This is not right. It can cause brain demage if you survive.

 

[TimetoGo!]

ugh your message almost made me cry. trapped is the right way to say it. i feel like im already dead with how ive been living waiting adn researching ways to go but to no avail. i just want to go to sleep and simply not wake up, why must any of us suffer, anyways hoping for your guy's peace <3

same