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[Ben 111]

Finally I tested CO asphyxiation in my bedsitter bathroom ,everything was all set..i put my mums jiko which was filled with smouldering coals in the corner of the enclosure, i had already sealed all the vents with tape so there was no o2 entering the room..i quickly took some sleeping pills and locked myself in the room, after like 5 mins I started feelin dizzy , disoriented and fatigue like I was about to pass out..i thought to myself like this is the end...i wanted to be unconscious to bypass all the symptoms but that didn't work...i was fully aware and could not bear the horrors of suffocation while still conscious. I quickly open the bathroom door and got in my living room, I was breathing heavily and my heart was racing...later I started crying coz I didn't want to be on this planet anymore and the sleeping pills hadn't worked or maybe i was in a hurry anyways feel free to comment

 

[LongJacks]

Finally I tested CO asphyxiation in my bedsitter bathroom ,everything was all set..i put my mums jiko which was filled with smouldering coals in the corner of the enclosure, i had already sealed all the vents with tape so there was no o2 entering the room..i quickly took some sleeping pills and locked myself in the room, after like 5 mins I started feelin dizzy , disoriented and fatigue like I was about to pass out..i thought to myself like this is the end...i wanted to be unconscious to bypass all the symptoms but that didn't work...i was fully aware and could not bear the horrors of suffocation while still conscious. I quickly open the bathroom door and got in my living room, I was breathing heavily and my heart was racing...later I started crying coz I didn't want to be on this planet anymore and the sleeping pills hadn't worked or maybe i was in a hurry anyways feel free to comment

I'm sorry for the failed attempt it must have been terrifying, I've never tried this method before but CO isn't odorless so it will make you cough and struggle to breathe even if heavily medicated your body will try to wake up, it's okay to cry let it out same I wish I wasn't on this planet either

 

[Ben 111]

Thank you for understanding

 

[LongJacks]

Thank you for understanding

We're all in the same boat here if it weren't for this site our lives would probably be worse with no way out

 

[Ben 111]

You don't say... Just existing and living gets on my nerves everyday

 

[GodChallengesMe]

I didn't feel the suffocation and that's how it should be when you get poisoned by CO. I was just feeling comfortably numb, getting sleepy. It makes you lose consciousness gradually and you simply fall asleep out of blue like you do when you're really tired at the end of the day and just get knocked out not even acknowledging what happened. This is why CO is the most tempting method that is accessible freely because it makes you unaware of the dying process itself if and only if you succeed it. That's the key here. You have to make sure that you won't wake up after falling asleep and that's quite finicky when doing this with charcoal method. If only charcoal method was easy and reliable most members here would be gone by now using that method because it's that peaceful when it works.

 

[Ben 111]

Did you take sleeping pills prior to CO asphyxiation
Well practice makes perfect..im gonna try it till Im successful

 

[GodChallengesMe]

Did you take sleeping pills prior to CO asphyxiation
Well practice makes perfect..im gonna try it till Im successful

No, nothing, not even alcohol. It just made my very drowsy and I got knocked out and was put into deep sleep. I had no awareness at all for like 12 hours straight while I was knocked out. 12 hours fast forwarded like it was a second. There was no dream, nothing at all. At least I couldn't remember anything if I saw something during that time.

 

[Ben 111]

How come ur still breathing, 12 hrs of CO exposure and ur still here